Happened to me too when I first bought my first pack of diapers. Only used one and threw the whole package because I felt guilty... But now, I will only throw them when my mom decides to clean my room. And I feel guilty for throwing them away
It's very common for people to feel this way at first, but over time that feeling of guilt will fade only to be replaced with the feeling of comfort, so don't worry yourself about it kid-o it's perfectly normal.
Some words that adequately describe the situation leading towards guilt.. I feel that this is what you are experiencing as well.
Annoyance, Separation from society, Why me?, Not truthful, Dirty, Fear of discovery, Inconvenient at times, Guilt of secrecy, No interaction, Need Courage among peers (in a diaper lol), Living a secret, Stress, Expensive. Lonely.
Most of us are limited to online interaction.. you don't see the personality of the like minded people, their true lives, their ups and downs; we're so limited. =|
Right now I'm pondering on whether to find help, find solutions to help solve these problems. Replace diapers with a great girlfriend I will find the girl, but can I rid diapers?
Yes you will. She will be so wonderful that she will capture your every thought.