- Adult Baby
- Diaper Lover
I wake up and i am greeted with cats pee. The one thing i had to look forward to was the Scooby doo show bluray i ordered from Amazon and it took three weeks to arrive and it showed up scratched and one of the disks won’t play and sending it back to America isn’t easy from the uk so I’m sending it in to a dvd disk repair service on eBay so they can polish the scratches out of it. I tried to get the missing episodes on iTunes and they wouldn’t play back it had lines through the picture. Using the bathroom in my house sucks because it’s flooded and has stagnant water and my partner won’t let us get a plumber and the roofs rotting and in my kind i only have two choices either declare myself homeless and leave or take my own life, I’m getting old I’m 40odd and my autism makes being alive painful because the smallest of issues like the Scooby doo disk being faulty and it ruins my day, my head hurt so much because it was something that was meant to be ok but it went wrong and I couldn’t cope. I just can’t do enough to function every day and get by and it gets worse as I get older and so does my mobility and even using the bathroom trying to clean myself I found Traumatic it gives me anxiety because of the amount of concentration it requires and I have very little concentration. I thinking about saving the money to go abroad to die because in some countries they have laws that allow that but it’s expensive. I’ve spoken to people who are 70 or 80 years old and who are tired of life, I’m 49 and I’m already tired of life and being here with no purpose and no prospects of a brighter future.