Bambi
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- Adult Baby
- Diaper Lover
You can call me Bambi, like the deer. I'm a nearly 30 year old trans man with a long time interest in diapers, but I've just recently started to explore that part of my life. Shame and fear can only hold you back for so long, I guess. I should have known that by now.
I stumbled upon this forum while doing some window shopping on Amazon. I googled ABDL necessities wondering if there was anything I hadn't put thought into previously, and ended up on a thread here... Being limited to a certain number of guest page views, I naturally signed up to keep reading.
I am career focused, working at a financial institution, but outside of that I have a variety of interests. I'm a gamer, a writer, and an artist. Despite my namesake and a love of deer, my favorite animals are big cats, especially tigers. I consider myself a furry, but I don't have a fursona, and have never been able to connect to -sona characters. I find them less interesting than actual characters that I develop, even if I can sometimes come up with a cool design.
I also enjoy partaking in fandom, writing fanfiction and drawing fanart. My Little Pony is a longtime fandom for me, since I was a teenager. There are a few anime and manga that I enjoy. My main fandom interest is too small to mention, so let's just say post apocalyptic fiction.
I have some brain differences that can make things interesting. I am autistic and struggle sometimes with tone, especially with occasionally sounding too formal, disinterested, or detached. Rarely is this actually the case, but it happens more when I am nervous. I also have a TBI, among other things, which make me forgetful to the nth degree. I apologize in advance if something major slips my mind. Also a bit dyslexic, but I have more trouble with numbers than words usually, and spellcheck has got my back.
I am out as trans and currently transitioning. I think exploring the childish and feminine is considered pretty taboo for me right now, but it also felt "taboo" for me as a little kid, so it is what it is. Ultimately I'm coming to terms with that this is my life, and I get to pick what I do with it, even if that means buying plushies and wearing cute clothes sometimes. Life's too short to keep much of anything in the closet, besides clothes.
I don't have anyone online or offline who shares this interest. I don't think anyone I know currently would understand it, either. Even if my close online friends did know about it and accepted it, I don't think it's something that I would be comfortable divulging with them, because the fear of being judged or ousted would always linger somewhere in the back of my mind. I love my friends and I don't think they really would push me away, but I still don't think they would understand or like it, and I wouldn't want to make them hear about it. So I guess I am looking for support, and friendship with like minded people, and to lurk and learn. I try not to lurk too much, but sometimes that's just how it is.
Wow! This looks like a much longer post than I intended to make. Either way, hello!
I stumbled upon this forum while doing some window shopping on Amazon. I googled ABDL necessities wondering if there was anything I hadn't put thought into previously, and ended up on a thread here... Being limited to a certain number of guest page views, I naturally signed up to keep reading.
I am career focused, working at a financial institution, but outside of that I have a variety of interests. I'm a gamer, a writer, and an artist. Despite my namesake and a love of deer, my favorite animals are big cats, especially tigers. I consider myself a furry, but I don't have a fursona, and have never been able to connect to -sona characters. I find them less interesting than actual characters that I develop, even if I can sometimes come up with a cool design.
I also enjoy partaking in fandom, writing fanfiction and drawing fanart. My Little Pony is a longtime fandom for me, since I was a teenager. There are a few anime and manga that I enjoy. My main fandom interest is too small to mention, so let's just say post apocalyptic fiction.
I have some brain differences that can make things interesting. I am autistic and struggle sometimes with tone, especially with occasionally sounding too formal, disinterested, or detached. Rarely is this actually the case, but it happens more when I am nervous. I also have a TBI, among other things, which make me forgetful to the nth degree. I apologize in advance if something major slips my mind. Also a bit dyslexic, but I have more trouble with numbers than words usually, and spellcheck has got my back.
I am out as trans and currently transitioning. I think exploring the childish and feminine is considered pretty taboo for me right now, but it also felt "taboo" for me as a little kid, so it is what it is. Ultimately I'm coming to terms with that this is my life, and I get to pick what I do with it, even if that means buying plushies and wearing cute clothes sometimes. Life's too short to keep much of anything in the closet, besides clothes.
I don't have anyone online or offline who shares this interest. I don't think anyone I know currently would understand it, either. Even if my close online friends did know about it and accepted it, I don't think it's something that I would be comfortable divulging with them, because the fear of being judged or ousted would always linger somewhere in the back of my mind. I love my friends and I don't think they really would push me away, but I still don't think they would understand or like it, and I wouldn't want to make them hear about it. So I guess I am looking for support, and friendship with like minded people, and to lurk and learn. I try not to lurk too much, but sometimes that's just how it is.
Wow! This looks like a much longer post than I intended to make. Either way, hello!
Excited to explore the site a bit more asap!
