Tag
Est. Contributor
- Messages
- 17
- Age
- 35
- Role
- Adult Baby
- Diaper Lover
- Sissy
During times when I age regress, my experience usually depends on my surroundings at the time. I love to put on a nappy, wear my favourite AB clothes and cuddle up with my toys to watch my favourite TV show.
Yet, I do this alone because my wife doesn't want anything to do with it. And frankly, she doesn't understand it. She accepts that I do it because it's always been a part of me when she met me - but it leaves me feeling abnormal. As if she's a real person and I'm a weird, broken creature.
When I don't have anyone to participate, I feel incredibly lonely. It's almost like, regressing itself leaves me open to a hyper perception that I don't have a parent figure.
The other time I regress is when I'm going to bed. I pretend I have a Mummy who tucks me in, I play my nightlight which throws up stars over the ceiling and plays cute songs. Then I pass out asleep. But, when I awake, there's no one to greet me. My wife is on a normal life stream, living here and now and when I wake from baby-mode; I'm somewhere far away.
Yet, I do this alone because my wife doesn't want anything to do with it. And frankly, she doesn't understand it. She accepts that I do it because it's always been a part of me when she met me - but it leaves me feeling abnormal. As if she's a real person and I'm a weird, broken creature.
When I don't have anyone to participate, I feel incredibly lonely. It's almost like, regressing itself leaves me open to a hyper perception that I don't have a parent figure.
The other time I regress is when I'm going to bed. I pretend I have a Mummy who tucks me in, I play my nightlight which throws up stars over the ceiling and plays cute songs. Then I pass out asleep. But, when I awake, there's no one to greet me. My wife is on a normal life stream, living here and now and when I wake from baby-mode; I'm somewhere far away.
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