I've made a complete fool of myself. I've been reading things too fast and not understanding what the person has said, and then snapping off rude and mean comments without thinking. I feel horrible because I've acted like a snotty spoiled little brat. I mean what was I thinking with that 'Leaving' thread. I can't just leave, because this is the only site that I've ever felt welcomed in, and its basically the only site that's nicely done for AB/TB/DL people. I've been such an idiot for being so rude. I'm saying sorry, and I know you guys probably aren't mad or anything, but I still feel bad and want closure.