Yeah, me too. I'd like to be rid of it for good. However, it's been in the background lately for me; just not as appealing. All things ebb and flow, I suppose, but I don't feel any more 'vanilla' now that the AB/DL side of me is in low tide. I've been trying to think about why this set of desires has been absent recently--not sure I understand it.i'm in my mid-forties now ... and I would happily settle for a vanilla sexuality. All this Ab stuff is just so complicatyed sometimes ...
i agree with this. cripes! i can remember when i hoped it just a phase and couldn't wait to grow out of it.Same here, Butterfly Mage! With having such feelings for the past 50 years, they've stood the test of time. At this point in my life I doubt they'll ever go away. There were times in my teen/pre-teen years when I wish my thinking and desires were *normal*, that is, not having a strong attraction to baby/toddler items. By late teens and as an adult I just learned to accept and enjoy the pleasure derived from engaging in my brand of infantilism. For whatever reason(s) it developed in me, I realized it was a part of my personality that wasn't going to go away.
Agreed in full. :]I have been growing more and more disturbed from the comments made by many members about how this fetish has effected their lives negatively. It has been a part of my life as long as I can remember and I don't think it has changed me from the "normal". I interact with people every day. I am married and have a good job. I am not bragging, I guess I just don't understand how *B/DL can prevent you from functioning in society.
I completely agree. The whole diaper thing just makes everything that much more interesting, and it's definitely a fun hobby.TBH, I love it and embrace it 100%