I once did a #2 in a Molicare Pant/Pullup i managed to get.
it was before my self acceptance as a ABDL so i really stressed myself in the
hope that it would disgust me enough to never wear Diapers again.
But i never imagined pooping your own diaper would be such a great feeling...
The cleanup after that was a nightmare and really let me think i was done with diapers.
But after some years i had dreams about shopping with my actual mother, getting some
Diapers, she diapered me and i pooped them in my dreams.
As i woke up i had a erection (i hope to write this doesn't break rules)
I could not stop myself from thinking about a #2 in a diaper. It happened
almost 3 times a Week until i finally accepted that this is a side of me,
and that it is not a bad thing.
After i ordered a real package of Crinklz i only made some #1's because a #2
must be well planed with all the people running around in my house.
But the perfect time did come and i had a real urge to do a #2 but it was
really hard to force me to do it....but after a wile it worked.
And again it felt so incredible, never felt more than a defenseless little one in trouble
than at this moment...it was perfect.
The Cleanup was a horror show again
at some point i was not caring anymore if some poop was at my hands because it was just such a hassle.
after showering and using about 40 wipes to clean me before showering, i was really knocked out in a way.
Thank god for my trusty black plastic bags (expensive ones) no smell could go out from them so i
could hide my smelly diaper a few days in my secret room before i got the chance to dispose it secretly.
But the feeling....omg that feeling....i already plan the next big coup ^^'
(Oceans 11 style
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