I uncontrollably go poop in my diaper almost on a daily basis, besides being pee-pee incontinent.
During and after having an uncontrollable poop in my diaper, I admit to intense shame.
Going poop in my diaper makes me feel that I am "very dirty".
Yes, I mess my diapers on purpose. It is one of the simple pleasures of life that is not harmful to self or others, when done in a discreet and respectful manner to those who may be exposed to your secret package. My sympathies to those who are medically incontinent, but also my congratulations and respect for learning to manage your incontinence in this ABDL capacity.
It has near always hurt for me to poop on potty. Something about sitting, and maybe holding to long.
But with diapers it doesn't hurt, and it makes me feel super little. So as soon as I feel urge I'll run to my room an put on a diaper so I can go, or if I'm wearing I'll just go.
If I'm away from home I'll try to wait till I can get home for a diaper unless I'm on vacation with family. Then if I don't have access to diapers I'll use the dreaded potty >.> but luckily that's only a few days out of the year.
I keep extra diapers in my car Incase I need to go and the diaper I have on is in need of changing when out and about.
Changing ones diaper in a public restroom can be interesting if your diaper is messy.
I just take it as nature calls. I don't try to go out of my way to mess my diaper. I sleep in a diaper every night. Upon waking ever morning, I stayed diapered while eating and getting ready for work. If nature calls and I need to mess my diaper then I will, knowing my morning shower is near. I don't go out of my way to poop in my diaper and just to sit in it for enjoyment. I do use Metamucil daily which makes clean up a snap.
I think I did a few times when I had some cheapee dips, but with a good diaper I hate wasting so I wait until it is fully wet. If I’m alone and have time to clean up, I love the feeling of filling the diaper, makes the clean up worth it. Best if it happens easily, and it’s not a strain.
I used to but as my incontinence has gotten worse I generally try not to unless I'm really stressed and then my ab side will surface and I get the urge to. But lately probably dew to stress I have started to get worse bowl incontinence again so I'm trying unsuccessfully not to