Lately I've been having trouble with my ABDL side. The particular causes vary, but this time it's due to a dream I had that ended poorly. As it is, I've been struggling with all of this. It makes me very happy to be able to act innocent with my caretaker and in general and I am clearly very innocent at heart. Does anyone else have similar problems? I understand it's not a good idea to struggle with something unnecessary like this, but it is something that can calm me and help with stress as well as just a play time for me, so I am trying not to let it go and am pushing through all of the challenges that face me.