I have been reading about other people's experiences and mine are are a little different. I know where my thing comes from. When I was like 7 or so. There was a changing table in my little brother's room.' I don't know how it worked back then. My mom worked at the hospital. I This is realy hard to talk aboutt was put in diapers cause I peed my bed and peed my pants .I remember saying to my baby sitter that in heaven I would be the baby and she could be my mommy. Linda, a family friend and babysitter did put me in diapers for wetting and punishment for not cleaning the playroom.. My aunt and uncle diapered my cousin and I for acting up after bed. An issue before I found out I had celiac disease. I'm sure you can understand what that means. I was diapered before there were good nights .Small bladder and bowl issues from celiac make me diaper depndent.. After all this is have have become an exabishionist in my diapers. Sorry I know that's a sore subject. We are all screwed up in our own way. I will be honest. I wear diapers out every day. I go out out and take off my pants and walk around in just a diaper. I don't do it in front of off any one, just on trails in the mountains. Sometimes in a parking lot when no one's around. I sound crazy. Obsession with diapers is pretty crazy. If I keep it quite and to myself, good for more me. This shit isn't going away. Walking around in only a diaper is amazing, exhilarating and no one knows. Sorry that's my thing.We are all crazy, in one way or another.