Diaperedme4life

[diaperedwife4life]

Hi everyone!

To say it’s been an emotional rollercoaster would be an understatement. I appreciate the support and well wishes I’ve received.

Put an offer on a house a couple days ago and I’m a new homeowner, my first house I bought myself! Yay!!!

@cannamommy gifted me with lol a pack of rebels as a house warming gift. She is the absolute sweetest women in the world!

So I begin my new chapter, my parents accepted that my marriage was dissolved due to us wanting polar opposite futures.

It’s scary being on my own, however I plan on loving myself and finding myself.

 

[Lyric]

Congratulations. Hope you continue contributing here and best of luck. I know you will find someone who will treasure you.

 

[diaperedwife4life]

Thank you @Lyric ! Romantic adventures are still some time off for me, I want to be more comfortable and know know myself as well as Accept myself before romance however when I do decide to become more romantically involved I will certainly have a standard of what I want. I want someone to love me unconditionally little me and all.

 

[RestrainU4Me]

That is awesome! It’s good to see you’re staying positive even though you were thrown one hell of a curveball to say the least lol

And we all appreciate you keeping us up to date on what’s going on and not going MIA like most people from interesting situation do afterwards.

Have you considered making a ABDL Instagram, fetlife or tumblr one day?

 

[Forced]

All the best for your bright future

 

[diaperedwife4life]

That is awesome! It’s good to see you’re staying positive even though you were thrown one hell of a curveball to say the least lol

And we all appreciate you keeping us up to date on what’s going on and not going MIA like most people from interesting situation do afterwards.

Have you considered making a ABDL Instagram, fetlife or tumblr one day?

I’ve considered it, however due to my job and semi public image, I think I’m going to stick to ADISC for now. If I do ever go to those forums, I’ll be sure to let you all know lol.

 

[diaperedwife4life]

Continued update, tonight I am freely expressing myself, I’m trying to love me for me, there’s nothing wrong with getting padded lol nothing wrong with snuggling into my favorite onsie and cuddling my stuffie, so that’s excactly what I’m going to do! Tonight is for me.

 

[Reward]

You go!
With all the negative things thrown at you, you've proven to have great inner strength and the confidence shows.
I'm sure some big lessons have been learned by others - thanks to your sharing how it all turned out.

It's a big new path you're on and just like you should, it's one step at a time.
Besides the support from the sidelines the biggest story here was @cannamommy which is an amazing turn of events. Together with your other friend you've got some serious support.

I'm so pleased for you, enjoy this new freedom you've earned the hard way.

 

[Tigercub59]

Congrats on your new digs.

 

[Belarin]

Wool, congrats on being a homeowner! Now comes the hard part... figuring out which room should be the nursery and how to decorate and furnish it. Lol

 

[Lumos]

Congrats!

 

[dlover]

I am so happy to hear you have found peace and a beautiful new home to be yourself. You are so resilient and an inspiration. Keep on being true to yourself.

 

[Rita]

Good for you !! Congratulations !!!
Like they say - Good things cone to who wait !!!

 

[diaperedwife4life]

You go!
With all the negative things thrown at you, you've proven to have great inner strength and the confidence shows.
I'm sure some big lessons have been learned by others - thanks to your sharing how it all turned out.

It's a big new path you're on and just like you should, it's one step at a time.
Besides the support from the sidelines the biggest story here was @cannamommy which is an amazing turn of events. Together with your other friend you've got some serious support.

I'm so pleased for you, enjoy this new freedom you've earned the hard way.

Cannamommy has been an invaluable source of IRL support. Coming from the community, is able to understand and relate to so much. Last night I possibly made a roommate whom I was introduced to by cannamommy. A fellow little I guess I’ll also call her BG lol.

We are discussing a roommate situation, for me because I honestly don’t want to be completely alone in my new house and actually having a friend that is also little would be amazing after hiding this side of me for so so long.

I think my favorite part of last night was being able to hang up my onsies in my closet, stack diapers right there in my drawers and and having my stuffie right next to me in bed. It felt liberating to have friends like CM and BG help, at first I was still incredibly embarrassed to see two other adults handling “ my” diapers or a onesie but after a minute I realized neither of them treated it like it was this thing that was weird. It felt “ ok”, it made me feel so accepted.

After they left I padded up and danced around the house, idk if I’ll be turning a specific room into a “ nursery “ but I can tell you I’m so excited to decorate! Lol as I sit here sipping some coffee happily still wearing lol witch is a first and doing some online shopping I am hopeful.

 

[BlueGrey]

Here's to your happiness.

 

[Moicano]

I think my favorite part of last night was being able to hang up my onsies in my closet, stack diapers right there in my drawers and and having my stuffie right next to me in bed.

Congratulations on the new house! It's been a while since I've been able to stack up my diapers and onesies outside of a storage tub, but I remember it was an awesome feeling looking into my closet and seeing my favorite "underwear" stacked up like it's normal

 

[BostonBaby]

Please be cautious on the decorations. I advise to still keep your stash on the private side; I do not recall the size of the town you reside in, and only have presumed your profession; but in today's socially explosive world where nearly everyone has a smartphone, camera and insta-book / face-gram account it's better to shelter than expose. Make sure your house can be walked thru by delivery folks or a co-worker, or a 'cable-guy', or a new date, etc., without fear of being outed. The word stash derives from secrecy - and rightly so. It's up to you to open the door to your little side, not for someone to question or gawk once a door has been opened for typical reasons. Apologies for being a downer, just playing protective-big-brother.

 

[LittleAndAlone]

So relieved you are able to move forward so fast and find happiness. It made me panic sick to my stomach following your initial story and watching your life fall apart real time over some inconsequential private little thing that's supposed to be innocent and wonderful. "Grown ups" can be so judgemental and scared and intolerant of the most minuscule things that don't adhere to society's BS framework of what makes a person an '"adult". Makes most "adults" ugly and more immature than real children.

🥹🧸🥰

 

[TeddyJoy]

Saw cannamommys post. Made me happy to hear. Glad that after you dropped your smile you were able to pick it back up.

 

[diaperedwife4life]

Indeed I am looking at the future, new horizons are bright, and while there have been many positives, I would be lying to all of you if the tight lump in the throat didn’t exist or that I find myself mourning the separation from my ex, ( feels so weird to say that ) there are still many moments during my day that find me iether silently crying or if within the safety of my “ new digs” shedding more tears than wine consumed lol. It’s a journey and it certainly has its beautiful side however the ugly just is t being as discussed on a regular basis here on adisc. Lol my best friend and cannamommy have received the brunt or waves of you will of my more vulnerable emotional breakdowns.