SecretDiaperLover96
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Hey all,
As my username suggests I am a diaper lover from 1996 (26 years old). I use ADISC mainly for reading posts from others, to know that I am not alone with my desire for wearing diapers. I’d like to stay as private as possible, as that way I enjoy wearing diapers the most
I’m not totally sure how I got my desire for wearing diapers, but it was definitely a factor that I was the oldest child and my youngest brother wore for a very long time due to a mental handicap. This made me want to try it too, and puberty kind of mixed in and made diapers extremely sexual but at the same time kind of comfortable for me. I cannot deny that I’ve stolen some of his diapers…
When I left the house and went into student housing, I started experimenting a bit with diapers and ordered a sample pack of Abena. This felt so extremely good that I started ordering a lot of M4’s, as well as boosters, plastic pants, and a onesie. I used it for about 2 weeks but then all of a sudden my first purge hit and I became scared of how this usage and lifestyle could impact my future. As you can imaging I threw everything away… Of course I ordered again some months after, but this time I knew I shouldn’t order too much at once. I only bought one pack of M4s and it was super nice. I kept buying single packs for the time after that.
When I moved to another city for my masters degree, my usage halted to a stop, because I no longer had a true private space to enjoy my diapers. I resorted to watching porn about diapers, which was fine but also kind of distorted my view of sex. At times I felt like I had to stop, so I’d been on and off NoFap a couple of times.
After my masters, when I started my first job, I got my own apartment and I could start wearing again. Several binges and purges occurred but I hope I’m currently finally at the stage that I can start accepting myself. My favorite diaper of this moment is BetterDry.
Even though I try to keep my desire private, I hope that I can give wearing diapers a place in my life. I am currently single, but I hope that one day I will find a girlfriend that I can share this secret with; someone who can accept this side of mine so I can truly be myself and have no more secrets left.
Thank you for reading all the way to the end and I hope there are others who can relate to my story
As my username suggests I am a diaper lover from 1996 (26 years old). I use ADISC mainly for reading posts from others, to know that I am not alone with my desire for wearing diapers. I’d like to stay as private as possible, as that way I enjoy wearing diapers the most
I’m not totally sure how I got my desire for wearing diapers, but it was definitely a factor that I was the oldest child and my youngest brother wore for a very long time due to a mental handicap. This made me want to try it too, and puberty kind of mixed in and made diapers extremely sexual but at the same time kind of comfortable for me. I cannot deny that I’ve stolen some of his diapers…
When I left the house and went into student housing, I started experimenting a bit with diapers and ordered a sample pack of Abena. This felt so extremely good that I started ordering a lot of M4’s, as well as boosters, plastic pants, and a onesie. I used it for about 2 weeks but then all of a sudden my first purge hit and I became scared of how this usage and lifestyle could impact my future. As you can imaging I threw everything away… Of course I ordered again some months after, but this time I knew I shouldn’t order too much at once. I only bought one pack of M4s and it was super nice. I kept buying single packs for the time after that.
When I moved to another city for my masters degree, my usage halted to a stop, because I no longer had a true private space to enjoy my diapers. I resorted to watching porn about diapers, which was fine but also kind of distorted my view of sex. At times I felt like I had to stop, so I’d been on and off NoFap a couple of times.
After my masters, when I started my first job, I got my own apartment and I could start wearing again. Several binges and purges occurred but I hope I’m currently finally at the stage that I can start accepting myself. My favorite diaper of this moment is BetterDry.
Even though I try to keep my desire private, I hope that I can give wearing diapers a place in my life. I am currently single, but I hope that one day I will find a girlfriend that I can share this secret with; someone who can accept this side of mine so I can truly be myself and have no more secrets left.
Thank you for reading all the way to the end and I hope there are others who can relate to my story
