I do a little bit, not for the child, but the diaper. But when I was much younger, like in 3rd grade, I would go crazy when the Sears catalogue would arrive. I would turn to the baby section to look at the diapers. Even when I was younger than that, some relative gave me some fold out pictures of babies that were in those plastic wallet protectors. Each picture had a caption, and they were supposed to be funny jokes. I loved those pictures because of the diapers. So I wouldn't feel like you're a pedophile. It's just a natural state for diaper lovers. Who knows why! As a side note, by the time I was in 5th grade, my mom was working, and so I was a latch key kid. I'd go home from school and again look at the Sears catalogue, not just for the baby pictures, but also at the women in their undies...hehehe.
