Diaperboy9999 welcome sweetie. There is no need to be shy here. Hey I get off on messing and wetting my diapers, so you are in good company. There are many here that will tell you it relieves stress and makes you feel great. I am totally honest and i will tell you its fun and relaxing. Lets hear from you sweetie, and tell us why you enjoy messing and wetting your diaper. Hugs