- Diaper Lover
So, as the title might imply. I am often disgusted with myself for having this kink. I'm not sure how I can actually get over it, being someone who is incredibly neurotic by default, it seems almost impossible to overcome the feelings of guilt, shame and self loathing that crop up. On top of that, not having access or rather, guaranteed safe access means I have to look a pictures of men and women on tumblr so to speak, which only makes me feel worse after. I just seem trapped in this mindset at the moment with regards to being a DL. Whilst I'm still pretty young, the idea of this continuing for the rest of my life also makes me shudder with revulsion. Anyway, that's my rant over.