I recently came out to my partner of 4 years. I am a little, so he wasn’t surprised as I have lots of little gear all ready. He took all my little gear one step at a time. First with stuffed animals/blankets, then started with the 360 sippy cups, and moved to ones with a soft spout, then pacis. Each incorporation was accepted by him, maybe not understood right away, but accepted.
Technically I’ve known about liking diapers from a very young age, but explored it about 2 years ago, so I would say it took 2 years of mental preparation on both our parts. It was first explained over a long text (as that’s the easiest way to communicate for me) and then talked about. For me it’s a kink, and it’s not for using for intended purposes. It also helps that I prefer pull up style so they look more underwear like. I think that helped to lessen the blow. There was a difficult conversation the next day, as I am naturally insecure in our relationship due to past experiences, but in the end he appreciated that I trusted him enough to be honest and he’s willing to try. We came to good compromises because it is important he’s not turned off (sexually) but I can also get what I need. My little side doesn’t turn him on, and his sexual needs are just as important as mine. So I think we came to a good middle ground where both of us are satisfied.
It’s still embarrassing for me to show to anyone, even my partner who knows me better than anyone else, but at the end of the day I’m glad that I was open and honest. I am very grateful for having such an understanding partner who’s willing to work with me and at least explore with me. I don’t plan on ever coming out to anyone else, as there’s really no need and only potential negative effects.