So to start this off, I'll talk of my worst and closest call ever. So I've done very well keeping my Diaper Fetish from People around me. It simply isn't something to discuss openly. As for my case, it's mainly connected to my sexuality and "kinks". Anywho, I just got out of the Armed Forces and returned home till I finish school, so... Anywho, on Block Leaves, I would fly home and wear in private and never have issues. Never in the Barracks though, the field was a no no for sure. Well, I ordered a case of Abena M4s to wear whenever I wanted and drove to the gym, upon finishing my workout, I got a Phone Call form my mother asking "who the hell is Gary Evans?" My heart sank right there. I made up some lie and she said my sister opened the box and it was diapers. Oh my god, I thought to myself, I'm going to get evicted, Jesus fucking Christ. That conversation was more nerve wracking than having bullets fly 10 feet by me or jumping out of a plane. I lied straight through my teeth and I'm still ashamed of it. I said I thought someone from my unit must have pranked me. My Mother and Sister seemed to have bought it. On the Drive home, I bought a pack of cigarettes and chainsmoked three in a row. But I think they know I'm a Diaper Lover yet it's an elephant in the room none of us talk about. What really offended me and made me really angry with them was they had the audacity to open MY mail without my consent. My Sister thought it was a "bomb" but I'm confident, if it was a "bomb" there wouldn't be a bunch of tension like that. Had to get that off my chest. Anyways, that was the first and worst time I was "caught"/close call. I mitigated damage control fairly decent in that situation though. Be a Diaper Lover is something I'm not really comfortable sharing with anyone other than a Woman whom is kinky too.