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Carpe Diem and other useless philosophies....

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strawberryREBIRTH

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Hullo~

I'm strawberryREBIRTH and I'm not quite sure if I belong here ~ a boyfriend into exploratory fetishism brought me upon this scene through other lovely acts and since the split I've felt a little unfulfilled.... needing to explore? Maybe. I'm a devotee of the human mind; sexuality fascinates me, drives me and spurs me into things I'm not sure I'm comfortable with at first but grow to love. This little spark of bizarre envelope pushing started so clear cut ~ a pacifier feeds the oral fixation and a diaper, ruffled pants; they cut the social standing in a way that would appeal to any submissive. But this has become different.... strange and comforting, a crutch? I don't know. The sexuality burns strong but now there are other feelings; I dress up and age down and I change ~ everything changes and nothing matters. It doesn't matter if I'm alone, or I wet the diaper (~ my diaper?) or if I get off or if I don't or if the phone rings.... the fog of strangeness takes me and I don't want to fight it. I could be "little strawberry" forever and I couldn't bring myself to care or want anything else.

Is this an addiction.... or a need to be-belong to a group of peers, at any cost? Am I lonely, or incomplete in a way that only switching off higher learned behavior can fix or is this all just another strange extension of a sexuality that can never be satiated? Have I pushed the envelope so far that I won't ever return into shape?

Time will tell.

My name is strawberryREBIRTH ~ and I wear diapers.
 
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Hi Strawberry. Purpose is subjective, isn't it. So is normal, fetish, positive/negative, and even addiction to an extent. We cling to definitions under the guise of comfort. We think these divisions and definitions will provide comfort by segregating us into groups of like minded individuals. Perhaps this is the source of discomfort. We often feel like an outsider looking in. Is this because we chose the path that initially felt secure and then wondered why others on other paths don't understand us? What would happen if we didn't choose a path and instead oscillated between groups? What if we gravitated to discussions with people that have divergent ideas from ours? Would this broaden our perspective? There's another subjective concept - perspective.

It's a fine line between functional and dysfunctional with a lot of interpretation at the the meeting point. I fluctuate within that range, as defined by the majority. I struggle with motivation primarily because I can't grasp our purpose. How can we know what our strategy should be if we don't know our purpose? So I have had lapses where I didn't care about anything. The majority of people either believe they know our purpose, predominantly through religion, or they have never pondered the idea. The fact that you're even contemplating the idea shows, in my opinion, that you are highly aware and closer to being real than the vast majority.

Right now we know this. We are all one human race. We all live on the same planet. Therefore we all share the same fate. With these macro issues being the highest level of importance it seems ridiculous to me that virtually all of our energy is spent trying to solve other "problems." I explored the depths of sexual exploration and the perceived liberation that accompanies that. I've explored fetishes and the perceived liberation that accompanies that. I have come to a point that I consider clarity - which is focusing on the very elements that I considered closer to knowns. Although I will likely evolve to another point of "clarity" as I thought I had previously achieved through experiences like fetish and sexual. Perhaps true clarity is the collective experiences like this throughout life. Is that wisdom?

This is exactly why my tag says - Believe those who are seeking the truth. Doubt those who find it.

"Returning" is a fallacy. You will forever be different after every experience, every minute, every second.
 
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Carpe diem - Seize the day. Pretty fucking useful if you have a life. Welcome, fellow philosopher.
 

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Only a few of us can say for sure why we love what we love. It's a tough question to answer. Whatever will be, will be.

Welcome. :]
 
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It's an interesting little path you've taken to our quirk. But normalcy is over-rated, even in the ways you reach a particular fetish.

Plus you avi contains kitty ears; which I highly approve of, so welcome to ADISC!
 

strawberryREBIRTH

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"Returning" is a fallacy. You will forever be different after every experience, every minute, every second.
You are exceedingly wise and one day I'm sure I'll aspire to share my own taken on wisdom as self-assuredly as you're able to share yours. Thank you!
Carpe diem - Seize the day. Pretty fucking useful if you have a life. Welcome, fellow philosopher.
Perhaps so. However; ponder this ~ how useful is this philosophy if the product of it is different to the product prior? ie; I mean to say that if one continues to "seize the day" one changes significantly to the point where one becomes a different person. Can I practically measure progress of myself as a human-being if I'm not at all the same human-being that I once was due to jumping upon each opportunity presented?~
Thank you for your welcome, fellow muse-r
Only a few of us can say for sure why we love what we love. It's a tough question to answer. Whatever will be, will be.

Welcome. :]
I think you're also quite wise, Akira. If we continue to chase our rainbows looking for that pot of gold that explains everything about who we are and who we can be ~ are we only destined to disappointment? One day I'm sure I'll be able to be content to just live, just be; because that makes much more sense. Right now I'm a strawberry caught in the current and I don't know where it's going to take me ~ but I face the challenges; the changes in me; with open eyes and an open mind.
It's an interesting little path you've taken to our quirk. But normalcy is over-rated, even in the ways you reach a particular fetish.

Plus you avi contains kitty ears; which I highly approve of, so welcome to ADISC!
Normality is hugely over-rated and over-reviewed, though sometimes it feels like it's the friend everybody had as a child that had the toy they didn't and one can't help but covet it. I don't want to be normal! But would it hurt to try it out every once in a little bit? Hmm. Kitty Ears are highly approve-able and because you like them ~ I like you!
Thank you for the welcome ♥
 

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Oh my Zeus. Seriously, that was one of the best things I have ever read in my life. You are an amazing writer. I seriously hope you have some written works. Original fictions? Poems? Short stories? Fan fictions? Role Plays? Music? Graffiti? Seriously, if you've ever written, please send me a PM, I'm already captivated by your writing.

Welcome to ADISC.

-TDL
 

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Yes, you can measure it. That's what friends are for, right?
 

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Welcome to Adisc. :)
 

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I second what TDL said. n.n;
The way you write just seems awesome, even just for a simple introductory post. To be honest, I had kept this open for a while to get back to it, since after reading that post, I was afraid that what I'd come up with then would be inadequate or something. XD;;

As for your questions, it's almost a lifelong path in itself to truly find out who we truly are, and why we do the things we do - once you think you've finally figured it all out, and you can finally rest and be at peace, your answers bring so many more questions into light.

I'd like to say I'm also a philosophical person, but I don't think I have the sort of insight that most others do. But I still entertain random ramblings and try to be something of it, or something like that...Would it be right to say that I'm less fascinated by the mind itself, and more fascinated by the abilities and the thoughts of other people who themselves are fascinated with the mind? n.n;

Anyway, rambling aside, welcome to ADISC! I hope you have a great time here, make lots of good friends, and find yourself able to figure out what you're looking for.

Friends? [/blunt] o:

EDIT: Ack. x.x;
Friends as in "be my friend?" *just realized that could be taken in a bad way* D:
 
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A warm welcome from the communities common Otaku! I welcome you and congradulate you for choosing the right forum. I hope you have a nice stay!
 

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Be careful. Opinions are the cheapest commodity any man can give, and they are all too willing to impress them upon you. The one who forms their opinions based on others truly has no ability to think for themselves. Consider opinions, but ask for experiences to support them, and do not hesitate to oppose or ignore. In other words, take everything with a grain of salt, even if said advice is from a genius or one who's been through everything.

Be skeptical of this opinion too.
 
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What an intro ^-^


Like others have said already welcome to the site/ADISC Hotel(that's what some of our responses make it sound like anyways). ^-^

Btw, I don't find Carpe Diem useless... sometimes it helps me get through the day.
 

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i like your stream of consciousness, yes, and your cute little kitteh ears, yes, you and your pussycat nose, and your exploratory fetishism but not your tiny font, no, but i forgive you, yes and cuddle you but you push me away and i retreat but i forgive you...
She opened strange doors that we'd never close again...
Have I pushed the envelope so far that I won't ever return into shape?
She asked for my love and I gave her a dangerous mind
Bowie, Scary Monsters


Warning: the video contains brief monochromatic nudity. (+2 points to you if you can spot it.)
Viewer discretion is advised.

PS
 
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strawberryREBIRTH

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Oh my Zeus. Seriously, that was one of the best things I have ever read in my life. You are an amazing writer. I seriously hope you have some written works. Original fictions? Poems? Short stories? Fan fictions? Role Plays? Music? Graffiti? Seriously, if you've ever written, please send me a PM, I'm already captivated by your writing.

Welcome to ADISC.

-TDL
Goodness; thank you. While I do occasionally put ink to paper (as it were; metaphorically as I doubt my iMac contains any ink) ~ like all my art it is as transient as life itself. Here, and then gone. I keep very little of what I express which I suspect may have a hand in finding what it is that makes me into me naught more than a fleeting ideal....
As soon as I'm able and unrestricted; I'll be certain to send you a message ~
Yes, you can measure it. That's what friends are for, right?
I have to wonder the merit of the term "self worth" (can we even value "self", to begin with?) if the denominations of measurement are based on the worth of others. A preponderance for another time ~
Welcome to Adisc. :)
Thank you, Jon93. Every kind thought and expression of welcome fills me with a sort of glee that I expect few can feel without the true freedom of acceptance ♥
I second what TDL said. n.n;
The way you write just seems awesome, even just for a simple introductory post. To be honest, I had kept this open for a while to get back to it, since after reading that post, I was afraid that what I'd come up with then would be inadequate or something. XD;;

As for your questions, it's almost a lifelong path in itself to truly find out who we truly are, and why we do the things we do - once you think you've finally figured it all out, and you can finally rest and be at peace, your answers bring so many more questions into light.

I'd like to say I'm also a philosophical person, but I don't think I have the sort of insight that most others do. But I still entertain random ramblings and try to be something of it, or something like that...Would it be right to say that I'm less fascinated by the mind itself, and more fascinated by the abilities and the thoughts of other people who themselves are fascinated with the mind? n.n;

Anyway, rambling aside, welcome to ADISC! I hope you have a great time here, make lots of good friends, and find yourself able to figure out what you're looking for.

Friends? [/blunt] o:

EDIT: Ack. x.x;
Friends as in "be my friend?" *just realized that could be taken in a bad way* D:
Inadequate?~ In which way could you possibly come across so; you've taken time of your day to welcome a little girl lost; to send her such wonderful words of encouragement and delight ~ truly it is I who should feel inadequate; unworthy to live up to the expectations of the group. I think with regards to fascination there are very little right and wrong answers; only varying degrees of interest and obsession. Thank you, Neonite; I would love to be friends!
A warm welcome from the communities common Otaku! I welcome you and congradulate you for choosing the right forum. I hope you have a nice stay!
Well it is certainly proving so far to be a forum filled with the right sort of people to share a common passion with; I only hope that I'm the right choice for this forum as far as membership qualities are concerned ~
Be careful. Opinions are the cheapest commodity any man can give, and they are all too willing to impress them upon you. The one who forms their opinions based on others truly has no ability to think for themselves. Consider opinions, but ask for experiences to support them, and do not hesitate to oppose or ignore. In other words, take everything with a grain of salt, even if said advice is from a genius or one who's been through everything.

Be skeptical of this opinion too.
Opinions are truly the only truths; facts can be proven and disproved in the blink of an eye and the gasp of a breath; and faith is ever changing. Opinion can never be disproved; nor can it be argued ~ opinion is art of the mind; a thought that exists for no other purpose but to exist itself. In that regard; the meaning of life is clear, isn't it? That if we exist for the purpose of existing, as does art and opinion; then there's no possible way to be wrong!
What an intro ^-^


Like others have said already welcome to the site/ADISC Hotel(that's what some of our responses make it sound like anyways). ^-^

Btw, I don't find Carpe Diem useless... sometimes it helps me get through the day.
Thank you for your appreciation; xdeadx. Carpe Diem can be a useful truth but only if it's understood that for every day you seize; you lose a part of yourself in the process. Change is inevitable ~ but do we fear it; or embrace it? If I look back a year and say I am the same person that I was at any given time; do I celebrate my staunch integrity in my sense of self ~ or have I failed myself?
i like your stream of consciousness, yes, and your cute little kitteh ears, yes, you and your pussycat nose, and your exploratory fetishism but not your tiny font, no, but i forgive you, yes and cuddle you but you push me away and i retreat but i forgive you...
Bowie, Scary Monsters


Warning: the video contains brief monochromatic nudity. (+2 points to you if you can spot it.)
Viewer discretion is advised.

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I'm pleased that I'm able to mostly please you ~ I feel a small font is required to accurately represent my small voice; a strange connection to make by most accounts but a helpful tool in getting my thoughts into a single place to stream. Do remind me to investigate your link on a more aware mind ~ sleep will take me soon and I don't wish to sacrifice my comprehension in exposure to what you wish to show me ~

 

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You are exceedingly wise and one day I'm sure I'll aspire to share my own taken on wisdom as self-assuredly as you're able to share yours. Thank you!

I would agree myself. I don't agree with everything else in your post, but it seems well-written and thought out and for that I compliment you. Finally, welcome!
 

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Welcome to the journey. Welcome to finding friendship and connection to what you feel maybe missing after a relationship you had with someone who introduced you to what we have enjoyed as well.
 

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Reading this intro thread has been a pleasure... though I prefer my version of that particular philosophy

*points to under his username*

As stated multiple times already, welcome to our humble community!
 
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