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caitianx

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Depressed...
Due to external factors.
Political ads spewing undying hatred against LGBTQA people.
Spewing undying hatred against the Jews.
Spewing undying hatred against us Disabled.
The airwaves are a shithole of hate before Tuesday's election.
Experiencing intense internalized homophobic hatred directed inwards into myself.
Trying to regress and be "Little".
But I can not.
I am in "fight for my life mode".
Every single politician in one party here in my town of Derry, NH wants all LGBTQA persons dead.
Needing to hide.
Needing to arm myself with a baseball bat until after the election on Tuesday.
 
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caitianx said:
Sigh...
Depressed...
Due to external factors.
Political ads spewing undying hatred against LGBTQA people.
Spewing undying hatred against the Jews.
Spewing undying hatred against us Disabled.
The airwaves are a shithole of hate before Tuesday's election.
Experiencing intense internalized homophobic hatred directed inwards into myself.
Trying to regress and be "Little".
But I can not.
I am in "fight for my life mode".
Every single politician in one party here in my town of Derry, NH wants all LGBTQA persons dead.
Needing to hide.
Needing to arm myself with a baseball bat until after the election on Tuesday.
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That sounds rough..
I'm sorry it feels that way.
I'm sure it's not that bad.. I know it's not perfect! .. but there is good to !
 
caitianx said:
Sigh...
Depressed...
Due to external factors.
Political ads spewing undying hatred against LGBTQA people.
Spewing undying hatred against the Jews.
Spewing undying hatred against us Disabled.
The airwaves are a shithole of hate before Tuesday's election.
Experiencing intense internalized homophobic hatred directed inwards into myself.
Trying to regress and be "Little".
But I can not.
I am in "fight for my life mode".
Every single politician in one party here in my town of Derry, NH wants all LGBTQA persons dead.
Needing to hide.
Needing to arm myself with a baseball bat until after the election on Tuesday.
Click to expand...
If you need a safe space to rant and feel respected and accepted, please do let me know! I’ll be happy to try to help! X
 
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