Ok, this year has been pretty awfully depressing for me.
Not only is there a nasty world wide disease to worry about, but I have been struggling for many years with transitioning to full time employment some where. A large part of the issue lies with the fact that I am a very sensitive person by nature and tend to wear my heart on my sleeve. I get startled easily by things and can get overwhelmed to the point of a panic attack. I even quit a respectable office job working with client 401-k and stock portfolios because I had a panic attack and was crying my eyes out right there in front of my co-workers which was massively embarrassing for me. That next day I resigned my position because I was carrying that anxiety and worry from the office into my living space.
Ever since then, which was about two years ago, I have struggled to find sustainable employment to cover basic living expenses. I freelanced as an animation artist last year, but I barely made enough to cover my living expenses. I only made 300 dollars this year and been living off the little savings I have. The stimulus checks are helpful, but they are not a proper solution to my problem and act more as a band-aid to buy more time.
I'm a man of 27 and I have a 4 year degree that acquired back in May of 2016. My resume is all over the place with some work lasting a few months to a year with some varying employment gaps. I used to live with my girlfriend of 5 years but we broke up and I was forced to move into my sister's home which has only caused me more frustration and grief as I pay her rent from my savings. I really want to see myself move out on my own, but I simply am too poor and nearly nearly broke for cash.
Currently, I'm trying to move forward again and focus on creating a better life for myself. It's just been incredibly difficult for me to build up a means of income that will give me the kind of lifestyle I want to live. Not to mention that I feel extremely lost after the break up with my ex who tolerated my abdl side. There are moments where I fear that I've missed out on the things I want to experience most in life. Is there any good advice for someone like me with the situation that I am in?
TLDR- After graduating college 3.5 years ago my life is very depressing and lonely. Struggling to find steady employment and adult due to being highly sensative and emotional 27 year old man. Resume is spotty and still grieving a break-up from a woman of 5 years. I want to move out and have my own space but I'm poor and near broke. Any good advice for someone like me with the situation that I am in?
Not only is there a nasty world wide disease to worry about, but I have been struggling for many years with transitioning to full time employment some where. A large part of the issue lies with the fact that I am a very sensitive person by nature and tend to wear my heart on my sleeve. I get startled easily by things and can get overwhelmed to the point of a panic attack. I even quit a respectable office job working with client 401-k and stock portfolios because I had a panic attack and was crying my eyes out right there in front of my co-workers which was massively embarrassing for me. That next day I resigned my position because I was carrying that anxiety and worry from the office into my living space.
Ever since then, which was about two years ago, I have struggled to find sustainable employment to cover basic living expenses. I freelanced as an animation artist last year, but I barely made enough to cover my living expenses. I only made 300 dollars this year and been living off the little savings I have. The stimulus checks are helpful, but they are not a proper solution to my problem and act more as a band-aid to buy more time.
I'm a man of 27 and I have a 4 year degree that acquired back in May of 2016. My resume is all over the place with some work lasting a few months to a year with some varying employment gaps. I used to live with my girlfriend of 5 years but we broke up and I was forced to move into my sister's home which has only caused me more frustration and grief as I pay her rent from my savings. I really want to see myself move out on my own, but I simply am too poor and nearly nearly broke for cash.
Currently, I'm trying to move forward again and focus on creating a better life for myself. It's just been incredibly difficult for me to build up a means of income that will give me the kind of lifestyle I want to live. Not to mention that I feel extremely lost after the break up with my ex who tolerated my abdl side. There are moments where I fear that I've missed out on the things I want to experience most in life. Is there any good advice for someone like me with the situation that I am in?
TLDR- After graduating college 3.5 years ago my life is very depressing and lonely. Struggling to find steady employment and adult due to being highly sensative and emotional 27 year old man. Resume is spotty and still grieving a break-up from a woman of 5 years. I want to move out and have my own space but I'm poor and near broke. Any good advice for someone like me with the situation that I am in?