You're right no one explicitly called me crazy. I was reading and almost everything was just about play time in little space I was wondering if it was relate able or not. honestly i had no idea how it would be taken so i sat here super nervous took a deep breath and posted anyway. My first response I received was to go get help so i tried to clarify what I meant but then everyone else chimes in with the same statement. I felt so far from normal again. I felt angry that because i was different i needed help. Usually under these circumstances i lash out and make everyone hate me but i didn't this time (well maybe a little) and it worked out for the best because
SpAzpieSweeTot got exactly what i was trying to convey. I really don't want to be hated so i'm giving a brief explanation of my thoughts and actions.
Also if you think you did nothing wrong i would never want an apology maybe i chose bad words to convey my message maybe you took my words a different way. This isnt me being hostile apologizing for nothing is kind of a pet peeve of mine.