PaddedWolfie
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Hey,
I've been a long time lurker on here, I recently stepped out of my comfort zone and made my first ABDL account on Reddit a few weeks ago. Someone suggested that I should make one here too since there is a decent furry community on here. So today I finally decided to make one.
Here is my introduction that I wrote for Reddit:
I'm a DL in my mid 20s, male, straight, i'm a furry (Right now I hide my DL/diaperfur side, i'm also kinda a kidfur but not exactly a babyfur). I am a little weirded out by the AB side, I have no desire to go 24/7, i'm slightly curious about the more kid like side since i'm already kinda kid like (I have no desire to have a nursery, but i'm open to small things like sippy cups, footed pjs, pacifiers). I am still embarrassed and disgusted by the fact that I like padding. I like the feel of the soft padding on my butt and crotch, the pee trickling and pooling,the warmth, and the squish. I hate and kinda like messing at the same time. I love the feeling of pushing it out and sitting in it feels so kidish but I hate the cleanup (wipes would probably help), I hate blowouts, the lingering smell, and the post regret. As soon as I make stickies in a diapers or "paw off" to art, pictures, or a video I want nothing to do with this.
I think this interest might of started when my dad made me wear a pull-up to bed when I did not want to use the bathroom before I went to bed. At first I really did not want to but of course I had to. Once it was on I noticed that they were kinda comfy and soft. I was never a bedwetter so I woke up dry but I did have to go. I really wanted to just go in it but I knew that my mom would of been mad. Ever since then I was curious about pull-ups/diapers. I remember being upset when my mom took the last pull-up left from when I still wore them to use on my sister since she ran out.
Later when I was a little bit older one of my grandparents developed incontinence and needed pull up adult diapers. Since I was over there all the time curiosity got the best of me so I "borrowed" some to try. So "curiosity crinkled the cat" (or dog/wolf in this case). I went through a lot of long purge cycles with usually short binge cycles. I got caught one or two times but it was quickly forgotten about. My longest binge was when I accidentally discovered "making stickies" while in a wet diaper when I was 10. I had no clue what it was but that it felt really good. During this period I would pad up at least once a week. I would wet and usually mess and then make stickies which then I would be disgusted and cleanup. I later figured out how to "paw off" without the diapers so I purged. Later after finding the furry fandom i mostly switched to just pawing to diaper art. Only occasionally using a diaper mainly because of cleanup. This was what I did from middle school-high school. Then the grandparent that the diapers were for passed so I lost my supply after what was left ran out with me only indulging sparingly. My other grandparent ended up needing something later so I had diapers again (crappy trufits though)but that supply is gone too since they moved into a nursing home. Ever since then I have times where I want to pad up but can't. I live at home and don't have my own car or friends so I cant buy. I've tried using old underwear with pads that I found but those leak and are not the same. especially with messing them being the worst with blowouts and cleanup even worse. Hopefully once I get my own car at some point I can get padded again.
I've been a long time lurker on here, I recently stepped out of my comfort zone and made my first ABDL account on Reddit a few weeks ago. Someone suggested that I should make one here too since there is a decent furry community on here. So today I finally decided to make one.
Here is my introduction that I wrote for Reddit:
I'm a DL in my mid 20s, male, straight, i'm a furry (Right now I hide my DL/diaperfur side, i'm also kinda a kidfur but not exactly a babyfur). I am a little weirded out by the AB side, I have no desire to go 24/7, i'm slightly curious about the more kid like side since i'm already kinda kid like (I have no desire to have a nursery, but i'm open to small things like sippy cups, footed pjs, pacifiers). I am still embarrassed and disgusted by the fact that I like padding. I like the feel of the soft padding on my butt and crotch, the pee trickling and pooling,the warmth, and the squish. I hate and kinda like messing at the same time. I love the feeling of pushing it out and sitting in it feels so kidish but I hate the cleanup (wipes would probably help), I hate blowouts, the lingering smell, and the post regret. As soon as I make stickies in a diapers or "paw off" to art, pictures, or a video I want nothing to do with this.
I think this interest might of started when my dad made me wear a pull-up to bed when I did not want to use the bathroom before I went to bed. At first I really did not want to but of course I had to. Once it was on I noticed that they were kinda comfy and soft. I was never a bedwetter so I woke up dry but I did have to go. I really wanted to just go in it but I knew that my mom would of been mad. Ever since then I was curious about pull-ups/diapers. I remember being upset when my mom took the last pull-up left from when I still wore them to use on my sister since she ran out.
Later when I was a little bit older one of my grandparents developed incontinence and needed pull up adult diapers. Since I was over there all the time curiosity got the best of me so I "borrowed" some to try. So "curiosity crinkled the cat" (or dog/wolf in this case). I went through a lot of long purge cycles with usually short binge cycles. I got caught one or two times but it was quickly forgotten about. My longest binge was when I accidentally discovered "making stickies" while in a wet diaper when I was 10. I had no clue what it was but that it felt really good. During this period I would pad up at least once a week. I would wet and usually mess and then make stickies which then I would be disgusted and cleanup. I later figured out how to "paw off" without the diapers so I purged. Later after finding the furry fandom i mostly switched to just pawing to diaper art. Only occasionally using a diaper mainly because of cleanup. This was what I did from middle school-high school. Then the grandparent that the diapers were for passed so I lost my supply after what was left ran out with me only indulging sparingly. My other grandparent ended up needing something later so I had diapers again (crappy trufits though)but that supply is gone too since they moved into a nursing home. Ever since then I have times where I want to pad up but can't. I live at home and don't have my own car or friends so I cant buy. I've tried using old underwear with pads that I found but those leak and are not the same. especially with messing them being the worst with blowouts and cleanup even worse. Hopefully once I get my own car at some point I can get padded again.
