guilt

  1. August08

    Guilt and shame

    Someone recently said some nasty things to me in regards to abdl, and I’m going through some guilt/shame about it. I know I’ll bounce back but I could use some words of encouragement
  2. R

    Struggling with self esteem.

    Okay, so I am having struggle with my self-esteem. I've been a DL for quite some time. (Around 5 years.) And ever since I bought my first pack, I knew that it was something that I liked. Wearing diapers, for me, is distressing and helps me relax a bit more. But recently I've been beating myself...
  3. BabyPrincessMimi

    Upsetting first time wearing an adult diaper

    So I'm new here and I have no idea how to write this or if my Daddy is going to be mad that I did. But I feel like I need to get it out. Is that so bad? I wore a diaper for the first time last night and to be honest I enjoyed the experience. But later that night I told my Daddy about it and...
  4. TabulaRasa2017

    You are okay: ABDL, sex, shame, and acceptance

    Hello everyone, I feel I need to preface this post in a few ways. First, I’m going to talk about sexual feelings, but I will keep it PG-13 and this is not intended to be anything other than exploring the connection between shame, ABDL, and personal acceptance. However, fair warning, this...
  5. Bear85

    Guilt

    So a little back story.... I suffer from transient bowel ic (crohns) and also very transient urge urinary ic (medication) A few weeks ago I went into an incontinence supplies store and after chatting for a little while they made me an appointment to see a continence nurse. The appointment went...
  6. Sierrapup

    Involvement with non-AB/DL friends...

    So I have my best friend who I finally came out to as AB/DL/Babyfur and he accepts me completely. Not only that but he does treat me a bit more cubbilly and has even tucked me in with my plushie once. ^.^~ So I'm curious... What involvement/limits do you have with your non-abdl friends? (ie...
  7. xtrabulk

    Diaper Aisle During Purge

    Well, I was having purge issues, and the wife and I went to the store. I could barely go down The Aisle with her to get the charcoal. It was disgusting and disturbing and made me very guilty at the time. I'm better now, but are there similar instances of aversion during bad times or a purge? It...
  8. A

    wearing for me

    For me wearing diapers feels amazing and wetting them even better. But I have such a hard time accepting it and such guilt and shame everytime I wear. One person knows about it and that's my girlfriend. She lets me wear in front of her but lately I feel like it's a complete turn off for her and...
  9. R

    Wearing for a Friend

    I recently started sleeping with a friend of mine on a strictly friends-with-benefits basis. After a few weeks the topic of sexual fantasies came up and we started talking about our experiences, things that we secretly wanted to try and our fetishes. He dared me to try and guess what his fetish...
  10. squashNstretch

    My start and the binge and purge

    This started out as an idea for an article, but in the end it's more of a forum post I think. It's all about how I started on my way to being an AB/DL, and the binge/ guilty purge cycles throughout my earlier years. How I started out I distinctly remember the very first day I started on my way...
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