Well Today marks 6 months wearing diapers 24/7. I still retain control, but wish I didn't. I am seeing a shrink and on medications, but surprise I am still me and told her that as much as I am OCD about wearing and using a diaper, that I both happy about it and not. She is trying to get me back to point were I use them only at home and I would prefer full blown incontinent. Like I said the medication is not working. If only there was a medication to make me wet my self.
I have little doubt that some co-workers know, but at the same time who cares and it is considered medical so not much anyone can do or say about it. It is what it is. I still wish it was not me. That it was more of a real leaking issue versus a compulsion to wear and use. I want it, I know everyone says you don't or shouldn't, but I am 51 and really have never stopped wanting it or desiring to wear and use a diaper. So here I am....6 months going on forever...:laugh:
I have little doubt that some co-workers know, but at the same time who cares and it is considered medical so not much anyone can do or say about it. It is what it is. I still wish it was not me. That it was more of a real leaking issue versus a compulsion to wear and use. I want it, I know everyone says you don't or shouldn't, but I am 51 and really have never stopped wanting it or desiring to wear and use a diaper. So here I am....6 months going on forever...:laugh: