For me around three since due to a learning disability, I was still unable to talk (even baby gibberish) and it was at the age when my parents spent more time with me. Lately my family is drifting apart with all the marriages and it starting to feel so lonely. I just wish things were back the way they were. Before my two brothers had their addictions, before my sister walked out on us, before I had to endure 8 years of extreme bullying at my school because the teachers refused to stop the bullies. Truth be told though, right now all I need is a nice diaper, pacifier, mario t-shirt, and (if she accepted/knew of this side) my mom to cuddle. I plan on telling her on my 20 birthday in april. She has always seen me as her little baby and was upset we never really to get time to spend together. Now i'm not saying changes or anything, but it would be nice to be padded up, dressed up little, and just resting in my mom's arms.