im considered borderline Aspergers autism. most people dont even realize that i have autism till i tell them. but ive also always been curious if my autism is a factor in my ab/dl lifestyle... i mean it would make sense as far as not wanting change goes. since wearing diapers and being well a baby is literally the first thing we do in this world. so i think its something i never wanted to grow out of. even when i was a baby according to my parents i would just go and hide when i used the bathroom in my diaper and i showed no signs of wanting to grow out of them. what got me to put diapers behind me as a kid was having a little brother my parents and grandparents told me i would have to be potty trained before i could even hold my brother. which i also think is what is the stem of my anger twards me brother since we havent really gotten along as long as i can remember. but thats topics for another day back to the autism and abdl links