We are all there for you buddy.
Of course there is fear or anxiety building up but I guess I would be the opposite as when I go to a store such as target or Kmart, I always went into the games section but when I turned 17 up till 19 I always went to games, then the baby diapers section afterwards...why? I'unno I guess I felt understandable in that section, I managed to answer customers questions about baby diapers :blushie: I guess I am getting more into this than I thought, I thought BF would stay still but it's turning wider into BF/DL but anyhoo, it happens to everyone. I know some kids who are not ABDL always get scared of going into the baby section, I would assume the fear of having a brother/sister, thinking the baby section is stupid, or just plain dumb to be in that section not meant for kids (Unless they love diapers themselves)
Probably just some small feeling on unwantedness. I remember having that feeling as well when I was 8 or 9 where I thought pacifiers and diapers were stupid so I would avoid that section, said babies were aliens who probe adults to having kids, I was really stupid when I was a kid. It'll mostly happen to kids but the fact it happens to you, I guess the fear of being near the section possibly your an ABDL but want nobody to know, the fear of somebody you know walk into the store and discovering what you like, there are some possibilities but if you look at a pampers diaper or if your holding a pacifier in a canister, so what? Nobody is going to give a damn dude, it's a product they sell to people and marketers hope you buy it so the store makes money, it's basically how they get their check (Minimum wage/monthly pay) so I would not worry about that. Just walk in with confidence and in no time, you won't have that feeling anymore.