I am incontinent, mostly just a bedwetter. My gf knows about me wearing diapers to bed because we live together and she doesn't mind. I am for some reason REALLY interested in AB diapers and want to wear them, don't really know why. Not sexual at all, just feels so... right? Well, few days ago I got delivered some ABU super dry kids and my gf was home and I didn't get there in time. Of course she was curious what was in the box and went ahead and opened it. When I got home, she looked a little confused and asked me straight forward: "where did you get big diapers like these and why?". I completely froze and didn't say anything for like 10 seconds. Afterwards I explained that there must have been some mistake and got the wrong kind of diapers. So she believed that ( I guess...) and even joked about putting these PAMPERS on me.
So, how do I tell her that I really, really like these "pampers"? She already is willing to diaper me before going to bed since it's much easier for her to do it, but doesn't really know how much I like that too. Someone here must have encountered a similiar situation, any advices??? Also, am I becoming an adult baby?