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Thread: Hello! from a man divided by himself

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    Default Hello! from a man divided by himself

    to start ill explain the thread title,

    i often feel like two different people inside my own mind. and my adult baby desires are a great example of this IMO

    the way i feel is that i must be a baby, i just cant be happy unless im allowing myself to be one,

    the way i think/measure/reason i know i must not do anything imature or babylike,

    i know i know you all have the same conflictions within you. i suppose i feel a bit different from most ab/dl's with this, because i contemplate deeply on this confliction very very often, and although i always come to the same cliche conclusions, such as "there's no reason not to" or "i should embrace ab/dl because i enjoy it" i never am satisfied with any of those answers, i'm a very reasoning/analytical person, so i know this confliction will grow within me until my end or some yet unpercieved explanation comes around.

    but dont let this impress upon you that im unhappy, oh far from it,

    i am in my mid 20's, male, living on west coast usa, i have a daddy who i have a day or two with every week or two. but otherwise would consider my self straight if i had to choose,
    more accuratly im probably a-sexual, wherein i couldnt even ever hope to get anything close to an erection without a diaper being involved,

    i've loved diapers ever since i can remember, for never a clear reason, i never had any trauma in my childhood, and was potty trained early, didnt wear a diaper again till 13 when i had the ability to go buy them.

    didnt even consider trying out anything AB until about 16, i fell into it pretty hard once i got the guts to try it, so hard in it now im convinced i would absolutely die a happy happy old man if i can have someone to baby me 24/7 to my end of days.
    experience there is -
    i have been diapered 247 for almost a year now, though ive tried i have not gained incontinence, my bladder still stays locked shut for hrs between wettings,
    and my daddy has babied me for a week at a time here and there, when his schedule with work permits it.

    i yearn for more babytime, though i am happiest i have been my entire life now that in the last few years im actualy getting some.

    otherwise, i enjoy some video games, im a ps kinda guy, so ps3 is where its at, ive played fallout3 for over 700 hrs, and just started in on fallout 4/newvegas only pc games ive played is minecraft Minecraft
    and starcraft 1 and 2.

    other then being a baby, and playing video games, i love socialising with my closest friends , our discussions often breach very esoteric and paranormal topics, i like firearms and often go target shooting, i have a very intensly strong emotional passion for snowboarding, i never knew i could feel so extremely spiritualy elevated as i do when snowboarding (if that makes sense), and i have recently acquired a strong interest in studying conspiracy theories. frightening stuff.


    oh and btw, im only posting an introduction because i was sent an email notifying me that i was placed on lurker status until i posted an introduction, and i dont appreciate the corner time just because i was too quiet! though i confess it has apparently done its job of trickin me into an intro.

    questions?

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    assuming thats starcraft id say terran, i like to nuke did i get it right?

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    Welcome to ADISC =)

    Questions? Yes, I have a couple.

    1. Why don't you start sentences with a capital letter?
    2. Did you know that you spelt "becoming" incorrectly in your user name?

    Apart from that, good intro.

    Hope you enjoy your time here, and if you have any questions or problems, don't hesitate to ask!

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    ah man, why'd you have to go and put all that egg on my face, here i was feelin like i hadnt egg'd my face in a while and boom, there you are with the eggs,

    the username was an until now un noticed spelling error, figures too, but ill fix this....

    and the sentences...seriously..... you care enough about the spelling of anonymous individuals on the internet that you even point out capitalization? tHeN tHiS sEnTeNcE wIlL rEaLlY dRiVe YoU NUTS!!! come on man pick your battles, this one has no end, there will always always be bad spelling on the internet, and capitalization is a hopeless portion of such an attempt to correct,

    thx for makin me aware of it though

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    so to try and correct it i made another account, which of course is, 'becomingababy' spelled proper, i then tried to recreate this thread so i could then request a mod to delete the first thread and account, (these ones) except it wouldnt let me post that second thread, because the forums caught onto me. apparantly they are prepared to automaticaly deny someone of making multiple threads and multiple accounts, i recieved a messege that the second account will need to be activated manualy by a mod,

    so we'll see how they wanna handle it, i dont realy plan on putting much effort into this one though on account of now knowing it is spelled wrong (my bad)

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    Welcome to Adisc!
    Minceraft and Starcraft are both awesome games. Specifically Mincreaft, I've wasted so many hours away making random structures.

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    Quote Originally Posted by becomeingAbaby View Post
    so to try and correct it i made another account, which of course is, 'becomingababy' spelled proper, i then tried to recreate this thread so i could then request a mod to delete the first thread and account, (these ones) except it wouldnt let me post that second thread, because the forums caught onto me. apparantly they are prepared to automaticaly deny someone of making multiple threads and multiple accounts, i recieved a messege that the second account will need to be activated manualy by a mod,
    You can just change your name in the settings menu instead of making a new account.

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    ...so the conflict is that while you feel you won't be happy unless you're doing ab/dl things, you know rationally that when doing logical reasoning activities, you can't be an ab/dl?

    I think I read that correctly. If not, throw something Nerfy at me. You'll get your aggressions out, and I won't be hurt.

    Uhhh...all that said, I think compartmentalization is key in this lifestyle. You can't truly be a 24/7 baby. There will come times where you have to pay bills or correspond with professional people, and writing in crayon just won't do.

    My wife and I have it down to a science: we can be as babyish as possible, then switch over to adultness to do what's necessary, then go right back to scowling at each other and throwing things. lol

    Yes, your adult baby side should be applauded and cherished...but so should your adult side. Your adult side can get stuff done, once it's been developed. -grin-

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    Quote Originally Posted by becomeingAbaby View Post
    and the sentences...seriously..... you care enough about the spelling of anonymous individuals on the internet that you even point out capitalization?
    Not really. You asked for questions, and that sprung to mind. =)

    And multiple accounts are against the rules. You can change your user name here: http://www.adisc.org/forum/profile.php?do=editprofile

    At least, you ought to be able to. I can't for some reason. I may have to go look into that.

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    well thank you both for that bit of info, didn't realize you could do that so i jumped the gun and registered the second acct, i did not intend too keep both but rather let this one be destroyed, anyhow since that one is locked out i went ahead took your advice and used the settings,
    <had to exclude the G though, since the proper one is locked out for now.

    so anywho, someone mentioned minecraft i play multiplayer online alot, anyone else?

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