kik91
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Hello guys,
So, as you know, I have been struggling with depression. But I started a new treatment with a new psychiatrist that is helping me a lot. I'm taking new meds that are finally giving me back some control of the storm. But that's not just what's helped me.
I started a musical project with a friend. We want to launch a music album next year. We're working as a duo, I am the songwriter and he's the composer. We work together in synergy and we have a demo for out first single.
The song is about being different, about not fitting in with society but at the same time, it's about feeling pride of yourself and learning to love yourself just as you are, that you're not alone and that you're beautiful just the way you are.
So I've been listening to our demo and it was like a therapy for me.
Now, with this new sense of empowerment this song gave me, I've felt much more comfortable with my ABDL side, my sexuality and my mental illness.
I've been thinking that maybe it's time to be proud and own my own oddities and not care if anyone knows if I'm ABDL. Not care if the world knows I like to wear diapers or pretend to be a baby. I guess that for first time in my life, thanks to this song I wrote, I feel proud of being ABDL.
Even if my family was always accepting and my friends were supporting. There was this little side of myself rejecting it. Not anymore.
So I just wanted to share this with you guys.
So, as you know, I have been struggling with depression. But I started a new treatment with a new psychiatrist that is helping me a lot. I'm taking new meds that are finally giving me back some control of the storm. But that's not just what's helped me.
I started a musical project with a friend. We want to launch a music album next year. We're working as a duo, I am the songwriter and he's the composer. We work together in synergy and we have a demo for out first single.
The song is about being different, about not fitting in with society but at the same time, it's about feeling pride of yourself and learning to love yourself just as you are, that you're not alone and that you're beautiful just the way you are.
So I've been listening to our demo and it was like a therapy for me.
Now, with this new sense of empowerment this song gave me, I've felt much more comfortable with my ABDL side, my sexuality and my mental illness.
I've been thinking that maybe it's time to be proud and own my own oddities and not care if anyone knows if I'm ABDL. Not care if the world knows I like to wear diapers or pretend to be a baby. I guess that for first time in my life, thanks to this song I wrote, I feel proud of being ABDL.
Even if my family was always accepting and my friends were supporting. There was this little side of myself rejecting it. Not anymore.
So I just wanted to share this with you guys.