Victoriassy95
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Hi everyone!
Long story short
I've been for many many years puting on panties from time to time and got very excited but later years Ive been buying bras and girl cloth and really enjoying dressing as a girl and dreaming about sucking a cock.
Actually after watching a lot of sissy porn I have started to get turned on by men and cock.
I am starting to belive I'm gay or at least bi sexual because I am deep down also into women (but often evt them cos how they look), wanna start a family and so on at a time.
Problem how ever is everytime I cum my masculinity takes over and say no no and I've ended opp throwing away my girl stuff and deciced to not do it anymore since it's wrong but always end up buying new stuff.
So frustrating, also been close to meet up with a guy to suck his cock but get scared when it's about to happen.
I am trying to convince my self that dressing like a girl from time to time does not mean I can also be a man on daily bases but has not succeeded.
This time I am trying not to throw anything away.
Does anyone else feel the same or have similar problems or struggles?
Also, is it actually possible to get hypnotised by sissy porn? Can I go from stating to sissy / gay
I have never ever get turned on by men before.
Looking for a real way to train or get turned. Assignments and so on?
And what does real girls think of this?
Looking forward to hear anyone
Long story short
I've been for many many years puting on panties from time to time and got very excited but later years Ive been buying bras and girl cloth and really enjoying dressing as a girl and dreaming about sucking a cock.
Actually after watching a lot of sissy porn I have started to get turned on by men and cock.
I am starting to belive I'm gay or at least bi sexual because I am deep down also into women (but often evt them cos how they look), wanna start a family and so on at a time.
Problem how ever is everytime I cum my masculinity takes over and say no no and I've ended opp throwing away my girl stuff and deciced to not do it anymore since it's wrong but always end up buying new stuff.
So frustrating, also been close to meet up with a guy to suck his cock but get scared when it's about to happen.
I am trying to convince my self that dressing like a girl from time to time does not mean I can also be a man on daily bases but has not succeeded.
This time I am trying not to throw anything away.
Does anyone else feel the same or have similar problems or struggles?
Also, is it actually possible to get hypnotised by sissy porn? Can I go from stating to sissy / gay
I have never ever get turned on by men before.
Looking for a real way to train or get turned. Assignments and so on?
And what does real girls think of this?
Looking forward to hear anyone