Calico
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Back when I was in my teens, I saw nothing wrong about minors being in the community and didn't see anything creepy about minors and adults interacting and seeing underage characters in stories. I was a late bloomer so I was not at all sexual and I didn't see anything sexual about diapers or role playing or regression. I saw it as all innocent and I didn't know the intent behind it like ABDL is about giving up control and it's about being humiliated and it's a form of BDSM. A kid being forced back into diapers and punished is based on bondage and humiliation and it's a fantasy some ABs have so they write it out. I didn't see anything wrong with "that site" either. Is this was asexuality is like? You cannot see anything sexual about this stuff so therefore you will look at it innocently and not notice any sexuality or the intention behind the story?
Now I am an adult and have developed sexual feelings, I can see how this can all be creepy and looking back and being involved in yahoo groups about minors being in diapers and photos of them being posted there. To me it was all innocent and I can remember when Yahoo shut all those groups down including ABDL accounts and they also shut down ABDL groups even if they didn't allow minors nor pictures of them there and shutting down the owner's account and the moderators accounts and closing down accounts who were in either of these groups. I can remember the hype about it and ABDLs saying how they were boycotting yahoo service now because they hate ABDLs and see us as pedophiles and some ABDLs were like "That is their house and they can decide what they want in their house."
I can also understand why my mom thought Ashley's Diaper Adventures was child porn and sick and twisted and she couldn't believe I wanted to be like Ashley. But if you lack any sexual thoughts, you won't see the story the same way my mom saw it. Is this what asexuality is like? You won't be able to see it from another perspective to understand why someone would feel this way about the story?
I am not trying to say I was asexual, I was just a child who was still growing and developing and kids don't get sexual feelings until puberty but I was a late bloomer for my sexuality. When I was 15, I still was not into sex and found it gross and I felt the same way at age 18. I only knew I would have it when I have kids because you have to do that to get pregnant.
So was anyone else here like me, all innocent about this stuff and didn't see the intent behind it and how creepy this all was?
Now I am an adult and have developed sexual feelings, I can see how this can all be creepy and looking back and being involved in yahoo groups about minors being in diapers and photos of them being posted there. To me it was all innocent and I can remember when Yahoo shut all those groups down including ABDL accounts and they also shut down ABDL groups even if they didn't allow minors nor pictures of them there and shutting down the owner's account and the moderators accounts and closing down accounts who were in either of these groups. I can remember the hype about it and ABDLs saying how they were boycotting yahoo service now because they hate ABDLs and see us as pedophiles and some ABDLs were like "That is their house and they can decide what they want in their house."
I can also understand why my mom thought Ashley's Diaper Adventures was child porn and sick and twisted and she couldn't believe I wanted to be like Ashley. But if you lack any sexual thoughts, you won't see the story the same way my mom saw it. Is this what asexuality is like? You won't be able to see it from another perspective to understand why someone would feel this way about the story?
I am not trying to say I was asexual, I was just a child who was still growing and developing and kids don't get sexual feelings until puberty but I was a late bloomer for my sexuality. When I was 15, I still was not into sex and found it gross and I felt the same way at age 18. I only knew I would have it when I have kids because you have to do that to get pregnant.
So was anyone else here like me, all innocent about this stuff and didn't see the intent behind it and how creepy this all was?