LilacCrinkle
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So I have a slight question/worry that has been on my mind lately... As early back as I can remember when I started being abdl , I noticed that my main preference toward activity is based on quiet time and being a sleepy cute baby.
A lot of people on here I am sure are thinking "what's the problem with that?" But there kind of might be. I know there is everyone who says don't follow stereotypes and all that and be yourself but all these success stories I here from caretakers and abdls do not involve it and only the fantasy stories hardly even mention the subject but for a brief moment.
Let me use an example. I would rather be in a dim lit nursery with soft music playing and slightly humid so it is easy to breathe from my allergy problems, and snuggling soft toys and wearing night diapers, rather than let's say going on a playdate with Legos or bath time. On top of this I here people like to "stay in they're diapers" but I change out of them immediately upon even a slight wet...not mattering to my 6100ml capacity. Also, a waste of money.
What I am trying to say is that I am very worried that I may be boaring of an abdl. I have my comforts toward the sleepy side but for example that only limits me to "diapering, putting to bed, rocking, and lullabies".... I mean yeah if I see a playground I may wanna go to it but my main comfort would rather have Naptime. I don't want if my caretaker in the future ever happens for me to be boaring. I want to expand my pallette and I just don't know where to start. I DONT want to be just laying around while others get fed and playing with each other and sharing while I am just sleeping the whole time. (And I wake up many many times at night to especially when wearing diapers,, possible paranoia of diaper checks or being found out because my sheets pull back and I don't have a door
for the last year and a half right because hurricane Irma ate it..
Please where do I start? I wanna be fun...
A lot of people on here I am sure are thinking "what's the problem with that?" But there kind of might be. I know there is everyone who says don't follow stereotypes and all that and be yourself but all these success stories I here from caretakers and abdls do not involve it and only the fantasy stories hardly even mention the subject but for a brief moment.
Let me use an example. I would rather be in a dim lit nursery with soft music playing and slightly humid so it is easy to breathe from my allergy problems, and snuggling soft toys and wearing night diapers, rather than let's say going on a playdate with Legos or bath time. On top of this I here people like to "stay in they're diapers" but I change out of them immediately upon even a slight wet...not mattering to my 6100ml capacity. Also, a waste of money.
What I am trying to say is that I am very worried that I may be boaring of an abdl. I have my comforts toward the sleepy side but for example that only limits me to "diapering, putting to bed, rocking, and lullabies".... I mean yeah if I see a playground I may wanna go to it but my main comfort would rather have Naptime. I don't want if my caretaker in the future ever happens for me to be boaring. I want to expand my pallette and I just don't know where to start. I DONT want to be just laying around while others get fed and playing with each other and sharing while I am just sleeping the whole time. (And I wake up many many times at night to especially when wearing diapers,, possible paranoia of diaper checks or being found out because my sheets pull back and I don't have a door
for the last year and a half right because hurricane Irma ate it..
Please where do I start? I wanna be fun...