Ihatecrohns
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I don’t think I’ve ever felt so humiliated
So I have bowel incontinence and some bladder urgency issues, normally I wear diapers 24/7 but for the past week I’ve been trying to not use them except when I’m somewhere I don’t know where the bathrooms are.
So I’m at the grocery store which isn’t far from my house and I know where the toilets are, normally I get about 30 secs to a mins warning I need to use my bowels so I have time to run.
Over time I’ve also got used to peeing in the diaper, when I was wearing pull ups I’d just wet whenever it was more convenient than finding a bathroom and now that I’m in diapers I just use them for wetting and messing.
Anyway so I’m walking down the aisle and feel like I need to pee nothing bad though until I notice a warm sensation going down my leg and then I notice I’ve just completely wet my pants they were white and there was no hiding it I didn’t even have a jacket to cover it.
I heard a few snickers from people and a young guy called out to his friends “look that lady wet herself” my partner is now annoyed saying I need to be fully diapered 24/7 or else they won’t go places with me and that I should have been more responsible and worn them
I guess I was so used to wetting myself that even without a diaper on my brain just said go guess my bladder issues are getting worse
I wear them most of the time it’s just I wanted to go out in tighter clothes for once
So I have bowel incontinence and some bladder urgency issues, normally I wear diapers 24/7 but for the past week I’ve been trying to not use them except when I’m somewhere I don’t know where the bathrooms are.
So I’m at the grocery store which isn’t far from my house and I know where the toilets are, normally I get about 30 secs to a mins warning I need to use my bowels so I have time to run.
Over time I’ve also got used to peeing in the diaper, when I was wearing pull ups I’d just wet whenever it was more convenient than finding a bathroom and now that I’m in diapers I just use them for wetting and messing.
Anyway so I’m walking down the aisle and feel like I need to pee nothing bad though until I notice a warm sensation going down my leg and then I notice I’ve just completely wet my pants they were white and there was no hiding it I didn’t even have a jacket to cover it.
I heard a few snickers from people and a young guy called out to his friends “look that lady wet herself” my partner is now annoyed saying I need to be fully diapered 24/7 or else they won’t go places with me and that I should have been more responsible and worn them
I guess I was so used to wetting myself that even without a diaper on my brain just said go guess my bladder issues are getting worse
I wear them most of the time it’s just I wanted to go out in tighter clothes for once