Ihatecrohns
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I’m feeling pretty low, I have Crohn’s and when it flares up a bunch of stuff happens the worst of which being I get problems making it to the toilet in time for bowel and bladder.
I haven’t flared for a few years badly but I was in town with my best friend the on Sunday and got the familiar cramping before I messed myself luckily there wasn’t really anyone around but I had to explain to her about my condition and then she came with me to the pharmacy to get some pull ups In case I had a bigger accident before we got home which was really embarrassing.
Since then all this week I’ve been back to wearing diapers, I feel so embarrassed and I feel like everyone can tell I’m wearing them add to the fact that I’ve also started wetting myself idk why but whenever I have a flare I get urgency issues with my bladder.
Plus I had to go out again the other day and there’s no worse feeling than messing your diaper in public and just the complete anxiety of knowing other people can probably smell it
Idk why I’m even posting this I just felt like I needed to vent I’m 21 I shouldn’t be dealing with this
I haven’t flared for a few years badly but I was in town with my best friend the on Sunday and got the familiar cramping before I messed myself luckily there wasn’t really anyone around but I had to explain to her about my condition and then she came with me to the pharmacy to get some pull ups In case I had a bigger accident before we got home which was really embarrassing.
Since then all this week I’ve been back to wearing diapers, I feel so embarrassed and I feel like everyone can tell I’m wearing them add to the fact that I’ve also started wetting myself idk why but whenever I have a flare I get urgency issues with my bladder.
Plus I had to go out again the other day and there’s no worse feeling than messing your diaper in public and just the complete anxiety of knowing other people can probably smell it
Idk why I’m even posting this I just felt like I needed to vent I’m 21 I shouldn’t be dealing with this