GeraldRoss
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Now, the name of the thread is rather strange, but I don't know how else to call this.
The question is, has anyone intentionally and successfully switched the focus of their fetish for diapers so, that they are comfortable with it? Like, from wearing and using diapers to watching images and videos or caring for someone who wears?
The problem is, I'm a DL and I get simple physical pleasure from wearing and wetting. But this conflicts greatly with my mental image of myself.
The typical answers for such problems are usually something like "accept it as part of yourself" and so on, but that won't work for me.
My mental image of an "all-functional killing machine" and my usual lifestyle are the complete opposite of my desires for wearing and lack of control. So I know I can't have both.
But since I've already tried (as did many others, I think) to resist DL's desired. No success.
And I am thinking of trying to compromise — instead of wearing etc. could I, perhaps, actively collect diaper pictures, write stories and maybe someday find a girl, who, for any reason, wears diapers and take care of her?
What is your opinion on that "plan"?
The question is, has anyone intentionally and successfully switched the focus of their fetish for diapers so, that they are comfortable with it? Like, from wearing and using diapers to watching images and videos or caring for someone who wears?
The problem is, I'm a DL and I get simple physical pleasure from wearing and wetting. But this conflicts greatly with my mental image of myself.
The typical answers for such problems are usually something like "accept it as part of yourself" and so on, but that won't work for me.
My mental image of an "all-functional killing machine" and my usual lifestyle are the complete opposite of my desires for wearing and lack of control. So I know I can't have both.
But since I've already tried (as did many others, I think) to resist DL's desired. No success.
And I am thinking of trying to compromise — instead of wearing etc. could I, perhaps, actively collect diaper pictures, write stories and maybe someday find a girl, who, for any reason, wears diapers and take care of her?
What is your opinion on that "plan"?