teddytugger
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Hi everyone, I've come to be a new ABDL enthusiast. I love it! I switched to a new therapist this year to one who is more trauma focused. When I realized that my childhood abuse must have begun as an infant, I decided to let go of some of my repressed wishes to act like a baby.
Even before that, I'd often fantasized about getting my wife to induce lactation so I could breastfeed again (I did sometimes while she was lactating previously, though it wasn't entirely "mommy" play, and certainly not from her perspective.) I had heard in the past about the Tykables store being in the news, which happens to be not far from where I live. However, it wasn't until recently that I realized that they make baby diapers for adults and I really got the itch to try it out. I remember being angrily chastised and insulted by my father for putting on my younger brother's diapers when I must have been four or five. Later, I once as a young teen/preteen babysat for my mom's friend who had a kid in diapers and took one for myself and enjoyed using it. After that, I just repressed the idea I guess.
Anyhow, I love it and I brought it all up with my wife over the past few weeks as part of some new openness on my part. I asked for a huge teddy bear from Vermont Teddy Bear company for my birthday; and I can't believe how nice it is. I started wearing the Rearz Safari diapers, which I absolutely love. They're so thick and fluffy and I love wearing them wet. I got a pacifier which I now sleep with and a really soft baby blanket. I'm truly in heaven.
The only trouble is, while my wife is way more accepting than I think most could be, especially since she's so vanilla about many things herself, she really doesn't want to be my "mommy." I have been really clear that I'd love her to play that role as well as tell me my diapers are cute, etc. but she's sadly not willing, even though I told her it's fine for her to pretend she finds it cute even if she doesn't think so.
Anyhow, it's all new, so hopefully she'll grow to embrace it more and/or I'll lose interest. Either way I love it right now and am going with it.
Even before that, I'd often fantasized about getting my wife to induce lactation so I could breastfeed again (I did sometimes while she was lactating previously, though it wasn't entirely "mommy" play, and certainly not from her perspective.) I had heard in the past about the Tykables store being in the news, which happens to be not far from where I live. However, it wasn't until recently that I realized that they make baby diapers for adults and I really got the itch to try it out. I remember being angrily chastised and insulted by my father for putting on my younger brother's diapers when I must have been four or five. Later, I once as a young teen/preteen babysat for my mom's friend who had a kid in diapers and took one for myself and enjoyed using it. After that, I just repressed the idea I guess.
Anyhow, I love it and I brought it all up with my wife over the past few weeks as part of some new openness on my part. I asked for a huge teddy bear from Vermont Teddy Bear company for my birthday; and I can't believe how nice it is. I started wearing the Rearz Safari diapers, which I absolutely love. They're so thick and fluffy and I love wearing them wet. I got a pacifier which I now sleep with and a really soft baby blanket. I'm truly in heaven.
The only trouble is, while my wife is way more accepting than I think most could be, especially since she's so vanilla about many things herself, she really doesn't want to be my "mommy." I have been really clear that I'd love her to play that role as well as tell me my diapers are cute, etc. but she's sadly not willing, even though I told her it's fine for her to pretend she finds it cute even if she doesn't think so.
Anyhow, it's all new, so hopefully she'll grow to embrace it more and/or I'll lose interest. Either way I love it right now and am going with it.
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