sgdl88 said:
I dunno but it is definitely not a optimistic one , yeah she said she found a used diaper in the bathroom and the only people in the house are me and her, there is no other person to push it to , i wished there were . How could it be a good thing , i never intended to let her know this side of me . I really don't know what to do this time , some months ago i managed to give some excuse when i had diapers delivered and she saw the boxes , i made up some excuse that the online seller pack my stuff into diaper boxes and that its some other stuff inside. Now theres no way my mom would buy it this time , this really sucks dammit.
Thanks for the clarification.
Once again, I am sorry to hear you are in this situation, but it doesn't sound too dire at the moment. From the sounds of things, she hasn't completely disowned you or responded too poorly, so it's not the end of the world, try to keep your composure.
As far as I'm concerned, you have a few options open to you at the moment. You could come out to her about this, that might clear the air and make things less awkward, of course, from the sounds of things you might be too embarrassed or hesitant to do so. You could also simply wait it out, if she doesn't bring this up again and she isn't making it an issue then there's really no reason for you to do so. Let it lie for now and maybe return to indulging these interests in private, especially if coming clean is something that you don't feel comfortable doing.
So, keep your cool, you'll get through this, it's not the end of the world. You can come clean or continue keeping this a secret. At the end of the day, if my Mother found one of my diapers in the trash she probably would have blown a gasket and booted me out, so thank your lucky stars that your Mom, from my understanding anyhow, hasn't blown this out of proportion.
sgdl88 said:
They are plain white diapers but i couldn't bring myself to tell her im having bedwetting issues , its too embarrassing especially if its my mom , if its a friend i would lie about bedwetting no doubt . I wanted to use the bedwetting excuse but i just couldn't , if only i had taken like freaking 15 seconds to dispose of it.
This is another option you have open to you as well. If you are having some legitimate bedwetting issues then you shouldn't hesitate to tell your Mom that, in fact having a reason for why the diaper was there could make this a lot more understandable and a lot less random to an outside party. I know it might be embarrassing to cop to, but if this is legit, then you have a valid reason for needing the diapers on hand.
Also, don't beat yourself up about this, we all make mistakes. There have been times when I've had company over and I've left a balled up diaper in washroom wastebasket. Now, I'm not in the same situation as you, but still, I've had oversights when it comes to keeping my AB side on the down-low when company is present, in fact, I think a lot of ABDL's have.
I hope things work out for you, hang in there