littlemoosey said:
Maybe she was, "fishing" to see what you would say. I'm not sure I would have been able to make that logical leap from pacifiers to being cared for by a wealthy woman changing my diapers. Maybe she wants to, or knows, more about you than you think. How long have you been friends?
It's possible she was fishing to see my reaction, but knowing her, it look more like a teasing way for telling me "girl i know!". She's aware for a long time that i've got a modified pacifier. I was telling her at this moment, about actually owning several of them
Also I've already discussed with her, (before this phonecall), about how baby items were helpful to me for destress, and how it helped me overcome a really bad moment. Then i guess she could be eventually aware of the ABDL world by doing some online search. Or eventually she don't know that much but enough to tease me? (she do know i like strong/big women and babyish items, so the joke could be more innocent, or just a funny coincidence?). Anyway i don't care about it, we know each other for years and we have the kind of relationship when we would literally give a kidney to each other if needed :O i know i'm safe.
littlemoosey said:
I'm certain that is not something she want to do, or for herself...She's don't like when i talk too babyish and she never expressed a direct interest in my AB items, despite the fact she's not judging, i know i could be confortable around her, but i don’t want to impose it (i respect her enough for never sucking on my paci in front of her, even when we're alone, because i know it could make her uncomfortable, for example). But despite that, she NEVER mocked my taste for cartoon or baby items, because she know it's a vulnerable and honest part of me. That said i could never see her like a caring figure, and she would never see me as a "baby" one...Since we're friends since pre-teen years, this kind of relationship-dynamic between us is impossible, and thankfully, 'cause just thinking about it make me uncomfortable :S !
Another friend is aware that I am regressing,
I am little less close to her but curiously she knows more about my AB side than my best friend (simply because she shows more interest and enthusiasm about it) I already show her my bottles, and even send her a MMS photo of my room that I had turned into a pseudo-nursery, when my family was absent.
She is interested in psychology and because of this, is rarely judgmental. She was encouraging when I explained to her the reasons why i’m regressing, and the existence of ABDL, I could even tell her about diapers (without explicitly telling that I wore occasionally but I think she as a clue). She's not the type to tease me about it, unlike my best friend. (but i don’t mind being teased, if it’s from a trusted one
) She is more in "study" and curiosity state of mind; asking from time to time if I finally buy the giant teddy that I wanted, or how I can drink with a bottle, despite the size of it….
the common point with them (who are the only ones around me, with whom I discussed about all this ... ) is that they are emphatic and understanding individuals and that we trust each-other deeply. I can’t really share those moments with them, because they do not regress, but I was able to talk and share my feelings. I'm lucky to be well surrounded!
In fact when I will finally have the opportunity to own a crib, I think i will send them a photo I know them enough to anticipate their reaction ..:
my enthusiastic friend would say something like: « Oh my good! You finally did it! good work it's adorable! »
When my best friend would totally give me this: « lol, my freak, so it's where your money's gone, that cute tho
i'm telling yoooooour mom! » (But she won’t)
Sorry for the off-topic,
but I like these two nerds so much, i’m happy i’ve came across them growing up
