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This is going to sound stupid, but I've only just grasped what being diapered means for a real ABDL. It's not just wearing a diaper, maybe wetting yourself a bit and then going to the loo when it gets uncomfortable or inconvenient and changing back into your ordinary underwear. Instead it is putting on a diaper while saying to yourself "From now until x [or permanently] I am not going to use a toilet. If I want to pee or poo, I will do it in my diaper and if necessary change into another diaper. And whenever I feel the impulse to pee or poo, I will give myself permission to give way to that impulse, not try to hold it back." I'm sorry if I've explains that badly, but wondered if that made sense to anyone?
It occurred to me because I was determined to get through the night wearing a diaper, then woke wanting a pee, and my first instinct was to take the diaper off and go to the toilet. But my second instinct is to put the light off and tell myself "You're Little. It's OK to wet. You've got a thick, comfy nappy." So that's what I'm going to do.
It occurred to me because I was determined to get through the night wearing a diaper, then woke wanting a pee, and my first instinct was to take the diaper off and go to the toilet. But my second instinct is to put the light off and tell myself "You're Little. It's OK to wet. You've got a thick, comfy nappy." So that's what I'm going to do.