Bladderbrain
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So a quick background....
I'm a DL, I prefer to wear for stress reasons and comfort. There is a little sexual in it but usually a good diaper reduces my libido rather than increase it.
Got married three weeks ago, moved away from friends and family and all support structure to be with my now wife, who is working with me on the diapers. Both of us got sick after the wedding and took several days off to get better. Upon returning to work I was laid off due to downsizing and my job no longer exsisted, great wedding gift right?
This is where my question/experience gets confusing and oddly enough disturbing....
4 days ago I had a dream I needed to get somewhere, I kept trying but never could make it, i woke up to my body trying to pee itself. I managed to stop before actually making a mess. I was not diapered
Next night, similar type dream trying to go somewhere never quite making it, and waking up to my body trying to relieve itself.
Last night, similar dream but a lot more involved, including my Dad dressed as a Ghostbusters with a leaf blower on his back, believe it or not that isn't that wierd.
I'm trying to get my self situated this time to watch a cycling event, I love cycling, and keep getting side tracked. I wake up this time to my body completely releasing. I managed to stop before it got more than a little bit out of me.
This has never happened to me before and it's really stressing me out, freaking me out too. I told my wife today and she has tried not to make a big deal out of it. I am not the type that wants to wet the bed, I like my bladder control, it works and a clean diaper is a better feeling to me. I usually keep a clean diaper until I can't hold it anymore then void and change shortly afterwords.
Anyone have any thoughts on what's going on? I have a doc appointment on Tuesday to discuss stuff but I really feel it's stress related.
Really looking for opinions and thoughts, we got a new mattress and I don't want to ruin it.
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I'm a DL, I prefer to wear for stress reasons and comfort. There is a little sexual in it but usually a good diaper reduces my libido rather than increase it.
Got married three weeks ago, moved away from friends and family and all support structure to be with my now wife, who is working with me on the diapers. Both of us got sick after the wedding and took several days off to get better. Upon returning to work I was laid off due to downsizing and my job no longer exsisted, great wedding gift right?
This is where my question/experience gets confusing and oddly enough disturbing....
4 days ago I had a dream I needed to get somewhere, I kept trying but never could make it, i woke up to my body trying to pee itself. I managed to stop before actually making a mess. I was not diapered
Next night, similar type dream trying to go somewhere never quite making it, and waking up to my body trying to relieve itself.
Last night, similar dream but a lot more involved, including my Dad dressed as a Ghostbusters with a leaf blower on his back, believe it or not that isn't that wierd.
I'm trying to get my self situated this time to watch a cycling event, I love cycling, and keep getting side tracked. I wake up this time to my body completely releasing. I managed to stop before it got more than a little bit out of me.
This has never happened to me before and it's really stressing me out, freaking me out too. I told my wife today and she has tried not to make a big deal out of it. I am not the type that wants to wet the bed, I like my bladder control, it works and a clean diaper is a better feeling to me. I usually keep a clean diaper until I can't hold it anymore then void and change shortly afterwords.
Anyone have any thoughts on what's going on? I have a doc appointment on Tuesday to discuss stuff but I really feel it's stress related.
Really looking for opinions and thoughts, we got a new mattress and I don't want to ruin it.
Sent from my SAMSUNG-SM-G891A using Tapatalk
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