Well i guess I am boring I quit drinking years ago gave up cigarettes and caffeine a year ago my birthday, I live pretty clean.
So my resolurion is rather humble But not yo me i would like yo see another January , prognosis are guessing games with a lot of variables on mean survivotabiliy but when you are 10 years in on a 7-11 years survival sometimes it messes with your head and keeping a good outlook and hope is very much life extending, so those days when you feel the weight of the world on you and depression looms large, your trapped in bad thinking thats time that feels like it coming off the meter, and since there arent any suppot groups , even gets mostly kept in .So time on this side of the grsound would be awesome, but being disabled at this point it feels like a targets on back medicare cutbacks to turn illness into a cerain death sentence , some rich bastard wants his tax cuts even if means cutting the lives of many disabled through rationed care or refused care , its hard to diffrent , its even harder to know your not wanted in the world as whole, my families dead and people wish i was to , the American ideals i was brought in have been hijacked by the wealthy, i feel like all my working for a better country and community was a waste saving lives is only respected well you do it and when uou cant anymore your life is meaningless to the wealthy.sorry for the rant !
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