Discussion for us older abdl's (pre-internet)

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Hey guys!! (questions are at the bottom of this message and my own answers are in parentheses)

I'm still fairly new here and haven't posted much so I still cannot message anyone individually so I hope I'm not repeating anything that has already been asked or talked about over and over.

Also, I tried to update my profile and change my username to reflect that I am also a switch and major diaper lover as I do wear daily at home and public where I am very discreet with the way I dress. Nobody really cares or even notices and it is so freeing to not have to use a bathroom. However, I only wear very discreet pullups at work or around friends and family, using the bathroom and do not wet until I am by myself for the rest of the day or evening but that could still be in public, just not around my friends, co-workers or family.

Anyway, my questions are for those of us that grew up as an abdl before there was the internet.

1. At what age did you get that first hint that you were into diapers? (mine was as far back as 5 years old)
2. How did you satisfy your urges then because there were no products available for us? (I would put on multiple pairs of underwear and wet them)
3. Did you have trouble with the opposite sex as far as dating because of these urges? (I had relationships but got bored really fast. I would go through long periods in between and some girls thought I must be gay because I wasn't interested in them. I liked girls that were immature and could possibly be bedwetters and panty wetters. I was always attracted to the ones that talked about wetting the bed, or bathing suits, etc but I still had to be physically attracted so it was very hard)
4. Did you feel like you were the only one in the world with this secret? (hell yes)
5. Did you think there was something wrong with you? (hell yes)
6. Did you ever get to the point where you accepted that this is okay and just part of who you are? If so, when? (Yes, believe it or not, just last year....100% comfortable that this is who I am and I'm feeling great!)

I look forward to seeing your answers.
 
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I'm a couple of years older than you. I first knew I was 'attracted' to diapers at age 4 or 5. There wasn't much I could do through high school, because I was seldom alone ... I had a large family. The first girl I dated seriously, during my freshman year in college, was also the first person I told about my diaper desires. She was three or four years older than me, and liked to 'mother' me from time to time, especially since I was very attracted to her breasts.

When I told her I wanted to find a woman who would change my diaper, her response was "Is it wet?" Almost every relationship I had involved an older woman ... sometimes, significantly older.

I thought I was the only person in the world who liked diapers and being 'babied' until I stumbled across a few letters in some adult magazines. In 1988, I found the book The Electronic Confessional, which mentioned DPF. That was a revelation for me ... an Ah ha! moment the likes of which I've never again experienced. My girlfriend had started 'babying' me a couple of years before, and I just assumed we were the only ones in the world engaging in baby/mommy role-play.

I've probably only become 'comfortable' with my infantilism over the past decade; I've finally come to realize that I could be involved in many more destructive behaviors. I wear most of the time when I'm at home alone (which is fairly often) and I can wear discreetly in public without really thinking about wetting, etc.
 
I'm about to turn 61, the earliest I can remember thinking about diapers was about 7 and looking in the Sears or Wards catalogs at adult diapers. I would sometimes pin on a towel and pretend it was a diaper, but that was not very often. I never had an issue with women because of these urges, I just kept it suppressed and never shared it with anyone until a couple of years ago. I think I have always accepted that it was a part of who I was, I just did not share it with anyone. After I got divorced 20+ years ago and lived alone I started wearing more often and fully enjoyed it.
 
1. I developed the interest around the age of 12.
2. I made diapers out of pinning up old towels and plastic pants fashioned out of trash bags. This I did until I found out that the stuff in the Sears/Monkey Wards catalogs were also available at certain pharmacies in the area.
3. Don't think I ever had any crossover between girls and diapers until much later.
4. Yes, I found out there were others when there was a the old Human Sexuality forums on CompuServe which had an AB section.
5. No.
 
I'm 61 years young and I've been interested in diapers since I was in diapers. Seriously, my earliest memory was when I was 4 or 5 and seeing my baby sister in diapers made me want to wear them too. Incredibly my mom obliged and dressed me in a cloth diaper and plastic pants just because I asked, no shaming or anything. I didn't really dwell on it much as I got older but when I was 9 or 10 I really started craving being back in diapers again but I didn't know why. I would read newspapers a lot back then wondering if I would ever find an answer to why I liked diapers. I did feel very alone in this, somewhat ashamed and thought as many do, that I was weird, freakish and that I was the only one. When I got older and was able to drive I actually went to a hospital supply store two towns away and bought some adult diapers and plastic pants and enjoyed these for several years. I did have a bedwetting problem back then so these actually helped with that. I suppressed these feelings while dating, not too hard to do since I was more into cars than dating back then, hardcore gearhead. I came to terms with my diaper needs many years ago and have been diapered every night for the last 15 years and am now just starting to wear during the day. It's a process, but I'm getting used to it.
 
I started wanting to be a baby when I was about 4 I think I was jealous of my little sister she was born when I just turned 4, I started to wet my bed off and on when I was a little bit older, I use to put my P Jays on the heater to dry them. my little brother was a year younger them me and he was diapered at night and everyone was really hard on him about wearing diapers, so I was scared about getting caught wetting the bed. but I use to take his vinyl pull on and wear them off and on when ever I got the chance. so when he stopped I lost the use of the pull on diaper covers, until I was in my early teen that when I could buy my hone.
 
The oldie but goodie thread lol.
I was hooked at 6 or 7 after being put back in to diapers .

Would play baby using towels and blankets as diapers. Then older buy my own stuff till I could not fit in them.
Thought I was alone until till my friend left his DPF new letter out for me to find.
He thought I was into diapers also.
He took a great risk trying to find me out.
We are still friends to this day.

Never stole diapers but made my own with baby blankets. The plastic pants was the hard part lol.
Then got hooked on attends in my 20s.
Did not date until 38.

I'm with girlfriend#2 which is IC.
She understands why I like them
And is ok with me wearing .
Sadly she won't mommy me.
But I'm ok . Just not alone some to share life with.
 
1. About the age of 8 or so - when I started to wet the bed.

2. My parents got me some diapers to wear at night. They were in two parts. The first was a thin piece of cloth and the second was the plastic pants with snaps. These did not help at all. However, they did provide some enjoyment during the day.

3. No trouble with girls due to the diapers. As an introvert, I rarely dated and never for more than one date so this issue never came up.

4. I did feel that way about wetting the bed but I never thought about being the only person who liked wearing a diaper.

5. No. Frankly I never thought there was something 'wrong' with me.

6. I have no problem with it now. It has been a number of years but I can't remember when I got over it.
 
1. At what age did you get that first hint that you were into diapers?

As far back as I can remember. I cannot recall a time when I didn’t think about diapers and actively try to get (or simulate) them.

2. How did you satisfy your urges then because there were no products available for us?

I grew up in cloth diapers. So I would actually staple (!) two cloth diapers together in order to get a single diaper that would fit. As I got older I became more enamored with disposable diapers and would tape two baby diapers together to get a fitted diaper. When I became of driving age I discovered Attends adult diapers at the local drug store, and the rest is history!

3. Did you have trouble with the opposite sex as far as dating because of these urges?

Yes! A thousand times, yes. I have always been very awkward and shy around girls - though I very much love the ladies. I just never had a modicum of confidence around them. However, I had always attracted them, so I really had no shortage of relationships. But because my diaper desires were so strong I ended up telling nearly every girl I ever dated about my diapers.

4. Did you feel like you were the only one in the world with this secret?

Yes, of course I did. How in the world could their be others with such bizarre desires? Of course, growing up pre Internet accounts for much of these feelings.

5. Did you think there was something wrong with you?

I felt like a monster; a freak!

6. Did you ever get to the point where you accepted that this is okay and just part of who you are? If so, when?

To be quite honest, I am still in the process of acceptance - with the help of my wife of 20 years. I don’t know if I’ll ever truly get there. My self hatred was so strong for so many years. And that is hard to beat.
 
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I was a nightly bedwetter into my teens and it was watching a girl in my first grade class wet herself that really awoke my love for diapers. That started me fantasizing and even dreaming of girls being in diapers and me spanking and changing them. I remember having a dream about my female cousin messing in her panties when we were on the swings. I remember waking up thinking "what the heck was that?" but really excited at the same time. My mom did not put me in diapers for my bedwetting, I only had a rubber sheet and woke up soaked from head to toe every morning. I think she thought it would stop quicker if I was uncomfortable or something.

Like ToddySmurf above, I loved girls as well but was also shy around them I think mostly because of my bedwetting and diaper desires. I didn't have any shortage of girls interested in me but I did have trouble approaching the ones I really wanted to be but even then, I always wondered who might be like me and wanted to wear diapers or at least like to wet themselves.

Then there was the time when I would have to guess that I was around twelve when I found what was most likely my older brothers hardcore porn newsletter hidden in our shed. It had a story that mentioned plastic pants. That was a slight breakthrough as far as thinking maybe I'm not the only one bu at that time those magazines made it worse because they were so extreme, making the diaper scene seem like it was only for freaks. The pictures were not of good looking men and women but more like they were from some institution.

Fast forward now to when I was about 18. I was working at a car dealership and I was flipping through one of the mechanics Swank magazine where I came across an ad for "Wet Dreams" magazine. Anyone remember that? My heart almost pounded through my chest and I did everything I could to contain myself because it had everything to do with my desires. Accidents, diaper wearing, bedwetting,etc. I then found an adult bookstoore that had it and it was so obvious what I was into when I went to the counter an purchased but my desire overpowered my nervousness. I had to have it. Man, the feeling I had when I opened that magazine and came to a story called Jana's Accident was unbelievable. It had an illustration of a very cute girl wearing like a sundress, holding it up and pee pouring through her panties just like the girl that wet herself in first grade. I could not believe it. Still though, I felt like I was a freak and a pervert having these desires even though now I knew there was a magazine out there that could have been written just for me. At this time, I was also in my first long term relationship with a very vanilla girl. I did try to do the hinting around with at least some pee play and wetting but I got no positive response to where I could go further.

Now, I vow to just not hide it at all with anyone I think may be a potential partner.
 
I really like this thread. Thanks for posting. See my answers below:

1. At what age did you get that first hint that you were into diapers?

For me it was when I was moving from the east cost to the midwest. I was 6 years old and we stopped over at a family friends house in the Chicago area. My sister and I played with the two daughters of my parents friends. I was the youngest so I had to be the baby. At first I was not interested in playing if I had to be the baby but without any real boy things to do I was stuck. Then, they somehow had a diaper that fit me. So The girls just played mommy and I just did what I wanted. I thought to myself then, "wow, this is kinda nice, what if I pee'd in this diaper?" I was too scared to do but I wanted to. Once we left that house I didn't think about this for a while until a neighbor boy, about 3 maybe, was in a diaper as we were playing. These are new kids in my new neighborhood. He soiled his diaper pretty bad and just kept on playing. I was super curious about that and my desire to wear diapers myself became evident.

2. How did you satisfy your urges then because there were no products available for us?

It was when I was about 8 or 9 that I had an accident while traveling. Again, we were traveling for hours and I had to pee. I told my parents that I had to go bad and my dad kept saying "we're almost there". We arrived at a family friends house. I bolted to the bathroom and just could not make it and pee'd myself in my jeans. I was pretty embarrassed and went back to the car immediately. We had some pillows so I just sat in the car with a pillow over my lap to hide it. When we got home it was late and I went to bed, stripped off my damp jeans and acted like I was asleep. My mom came into my room (I was not allowed to have my door closed) and collected my clothes. She lifted my pants with two fingers. She knew I had an accident and never asked me about it. Soon after I decided to wet the bed to see what would happen. It was glorious to me to do that but not very comfortable. Nothing came of it. No questions from my mom. She just change my sheets when I was at school. I started having accidents in our basement bathroom on purpose. I could quickly throw my jeans in the dryer. Then I would skip school when I just could not hold back and make diapers out of towels and trash bags. I joined the military and set aside much of my diaper thoughts for a long time. When I got out for college, I started back up a few times with towels and trash bags. Then I met my wife. Told her about this early in our relationship and she was OK with it at first. I think as long as it did not include her she was ok.

3. Did you have trouble with the opposite sex as far as dating because of these urges?

You know, I never really had issues with girls. I am very attracted to girls but I did not associated diapers and sex much. I was shy through high school which was one reason I joined the Marine Corps. To gain some self confidence. I had a few girl friends in school but most of my good friends were girls. I lost my virginity late at 18 years old which was not a great experience initially. Like I said I suppressed my urges in those years.

4. Did you feel like you were the only one in the world with this secret?

I did think I was the only one that felt this way. I never talked to anyone about this. In middle school I went to a sleep over and one of the guys talked about pooping in his bed which intrigued me some but I never assumed that he would consider diapers. That was probably one of the few times I slept over at someones house.

5. Did you think there was something wrong with you?

I did think that I was weird. Who wants to use diapers? I was not interested in being a baby or having a mommy, just wearing and using diapers.

6. Did you ever get to the point where you accepted that this is okay and just part of who you are? If so, when?

For me this was fairly resent. When my kids were young I was curious and always willing to change them and handle the messiest of times to help my wife. I did purchase my first adult diapers in my 30's but did not indulge frequently. I did not consider this a part of who I was at that time. I recently had some issues with my parents and stress at work that got me going regularly again. I began to seek out why I felt this way and found so much online about it which led me to this forum. It is comforting to learn that so many people feel the way I do or similarly. I purchased my first premium adult diapers and was amazed at how good they were. I chose a brand that I was confident I could hide from my family and in public. I have been successful at fulfilling my desires and not imposing on my wife or adult children. We have a great family where we respect and nurture each other. I don't want my kids to openly know even though I think most of them would understand. I don't wear 24/7. My wife knows everything and often can tell when I am wearing or in that mode. I have accepted that this is a part of me and I will indulge at every opportunity within reason.

I hope I have not over shared. My wife always complains about me over sharing online but I feel we all support each other on this forum. If my experience can help others cope then I find it good to share.

 
Hi everyone,

It was certainly different pre-internet! Thanks for starting this thread, babycome2daddy.

1. At what age did you get that first hint that you were into diapers?

I had some inklings of it pre-Kindergarten, but most definitely by 1st Grade when I would imagine wearing a diaper and acting like a toddler and would get an erection and overall good feelings.

2. How did you satisfy your urges then because there were no products available for us?

Well, up until the Aha! moment during puberty when sex and diapers came crashing together, I didn't. I grew up in a big family with lots of kids and almost zero privacy, so even if I had wanted to do anything there were no real opportunities. Once I was in high school, I began stuffing my underwear with blankets or towels or even small stuffed pillows, but that was very quietly done at night with at least one other sibling sleeping in the room! But mostly it was just through imagination and masturbation.

3. Did you have trouble with the opposite sex as far as dating because of these urges?

YES. It felt like a huge burden and stumbling block because I was so ashamed of this part of myself yet I was helplessly turned on by these fantasies. So, I could start a date but it never usually went somewhere because even though I craved intimacy with a woman, I knew there was "something wrong with me" and that would kill my confidence. I had no girlfriends in high school, one for about 8 months or so as an undergrad (never told her about this part of me), and then met my future wife (now my ex) in grad school. So I went on a number of dates, even did internet dating when that came on-line in grad school, but pretty much batted zero.

4. Did you feel like you were the only one in the world with this secret?

YES. Could there really be anyone else that felt like this? Thank god for the internet! When in grad school I finally allowed myself to search for ABDL stuff, I had an almost out-of-body experience. I couldn't believe how many people there were and how much was out there. I think I felt giddy for a week straight, but that was followed quickly by shame and disgust at myself.

5. Did you think there was something wrong with you?

YES. YES. YES. I told myself in high school I was going to "fix" this and that I was going to take this awful, dreadful, freakish secret about me to my grave. LOL - surprise! Neither of those things happened!

6. Did you ever get to the point where you accepted that this is okay and just part of who you are? If so, when?

YES. I've written about it in other threads, but I have within the past two years come to accept and love this part of who I am, and that has been huge. For me, that involved seeking out a kink specializing sex therapist which for me has been one of the best decisions I ever made. I don't know if having had the internet at a younger age would have made things easier for me - I doubt it. I would have been too afraid to seek it out - hell, I was too afraid to look through my dad's Playboys, although I did see a few pictures when he accidentally left them in the bathroom one time! I've never even purchased any porno magazines even when I could! LOL

Finding ADISC.org has been wonderful for me because we can have discussions like this and be supportive. I felt so alone for so long - now I know I'm okay and I'm far from alone.
 
What a great post thank you for posting it.

1. At what age did you get that first hint that you were into diapers?
I was not so much interested in diapers as i was into wetting myself. which i remember doing as early as 5-or 6

2. How did you satisfy your urges then because there were no products available for us? (I would put on multiple pairs of underwear and wet them)
I would wet my pants anytime I thought I could get them dry before being caught, I got caught lots of time, I wet my bed on purpose all my life off and on,I also would use multiple pairs of jockey shorts,
and still do sometimes, as a matter of fact i always break in a new pack of underware by wetting them all at once.


3. Did you have trouble with the opposite sex as far as dating because of these urges?

I didn't really have any issues finding girls to date but I usualy ruined the relationship early after the first sexual experience with them as if I spent the night I almost always wet shortly after falling asleep after sex,well maybe not asleep but still wet to finish off my total experience.
My wife of 43 years now knew right away that i was a wetter but she rather I keep it to myself, I tried early on to get he to go along with it but she just isn't into it, lucky she allows me what she does which is ignoring it for the most part


4. Did you feel like you were the only one in the world with this secret?
For sure, but in about 1995 I discover the internet and one of the first things I did was search out adult bedwetters, and realized that there are many of us

5. Did you think there was something wrong with you?

yes

6. Did you ever get to the point where you accepted that this is okay and just part of who you are? If so, when?

Yes I have been pretty comfortable with it for most of my life , In the last 5-10 years absolutely comfortable with it
 
1. Right about the age of 10 or so. Started looking at baby items in the Sears catalog.
2. Like may other, stuffed pairs of undies with whatever and pretended it was a diaper.
3. No, not really. But then again I kept this to myself.
4. Yes, but like others have said, discovered the internet and that opened up a whole new world.
5. Yes.
6. Yes, the older I get the less I care what anyone thinks of me or my interests. It is what it is and I'm fine with myself.
 
I grew up too poor for computers, so didn't get the internet till 97 when I was in my early 20's. So yeah I, I grew up thinking I was the only one. I also grew up being led to believe it was wrong, and something was wrong with me.

I knew I was "interested" in diapers for as long as I can remember. My first memory at age 4 was diaper related too. At first I would steal my little brothers diapers, and later would save my money to buy adult diapers.

It wasn't till I was in my 30's, and a full 10 years after becoming incontinent, before I started to fully realize it was ok to be abdl.
 
Some of the earliest memories I can recall from my childhood, around the age of 4, include memories of this strong attraction to diapers. At that early age I was aware that this desire was completely unacceptable, therefore bad, and that I could never tell anyone about it. Throughout my childhood I assumed these desires would vanish when I became an adult. In the pre-internet days I first became aware there are others with the same 'condition' by a sentence in a psychology book that mentioned diapers as one of the known fetish objects.

I see myself as having 'normal', heterosexual desires in addition to this 'abnormal' desire. Relationships are difficult enough to maintain without the added burden of a desire to engage in behavior that is understandably repulsive to so many people, so, after my divorce, (diapers played a major role in that), I resigned myself to the reality that I will most likely live out my life alone.

I have a different understanding of the cause of these desires than most people, and it is through this understanding that I was able to gain a level of self acceptance.
 
babycome2daddy said:
Hey guys!! (questions are at the bottom of this message and my own answers are in parentheses)

I'm still fairly new here and haven't posted much so I still cannot message anyone individually so I hope I'm not repeating anything that has already been asked or talked about over and over.

Also, I tried to update my profile and change my username to reflect that I am also a switch and major diaper lover as I do wear daily at home and public where I am very discreet with the way I dress. Nobody really cares or even notices and it is so freeing to not have to use a bathroom. However, I only wear very discreet pullups at work or around friends and family, using the bathroom and do not wet until I am by myself for the rest of the day or evening but that could still be in public, just not around my friends, co-workers or family.

Anyway, my questions are for those of us that grew up as an abdl before there was the internet.

1. At what age did you get that first hint that you were into diapers? (mine was as far back as 5 years old)
2. How did you satisfy your urges then because there were no products available for us? (I would put on multiple pairs of underwear and wet them)
3. Did you have trouble with the opposite sex as far as dating because of these urges? (I had relationships but got bored really fast. I would go through long periods in between and some girls thought I must be gay because I wasn't interested in them. I liked girls that were immature and could possibly be bedwetters and panty wetters. I was always attracted to the ones that talked about wetting the bed, or bathing suits, etc but I still had to be physically attracted so it was very hard)
4. Did you feel like you were the only one in the world with this secret? (hell yes)
5. Did you think there was something wrong with you? (hell yes)
6. Did you ever get to the point where you accepted that this is okay and just part of who you are? If so, when? (Yes, believe it or not, just last year....100% comfortable that this is who I am and I'm feeling great!)

I look forward to seeing your answers.
1. I liked diapers and wanted mine back as soon as was potty trained just before 2 years old.
2. My Mom would allow me to wear my sister's plastic pants during play times and for naps. Later, old used plastic pants were in a friend's you box. When at her house, I would put them on over my trousers. Later, I made diapers using an old baby blanket and large plastic bag. Didn't purchase adult diapers until out of college.
3. When I came to understand what sex was about, I lost interest in diapers, well almost. I was a late bloomer so I didn't date untill college.
4. Definitely thought I was the only one.
5. Definitely thought there was something wrong with me.
6. Never have come completely to terms with it. I waiver between two camps - there must be a better way, and I really need this to cope. Guess which camp I'm in tonight?

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1. At what age did you get that first hint that you were into diapers?
I wanted to go back to diapers when my parents took them away from me around 3. After a while I forgot about it, but when I was 5, I stayed for a week with the next door neighbors who still diapered their child of the same age (my parents were out of town). Because of my regular accidents, his mom may have diapered me too. All I remember is after that time, I wanted to wear diapers full time again.

2. How did you satisfy your urges then because there were no products available for us?
I stole and eventually purchased pampers at a young age. Eventually I had to mod them to get them to fit. I became really good at modding the original pampers. My mom knew about this and also cursed my accidents (extra laundry), but always said diapers were for babies so she never relented and bought them for me. I purchased my first adult disposable diaper when I was 15.

3. Did you have trouble with the opposite sex as far as dating because of these urges?
No, but I was late bloomer and preferred to play with my toys instead of flirt with girls when I became a teenager. The bigger problem was trying to hide my diapers and accidents from girlfriends in college and beyond. I was ashamed.

4. Did you feel like you were the only one in the world with this secret?
It wasn't a secret in my family. Everyone knew I wore diapers. Of course, I thought I was a freak though.

5. Did you think there was something wrong with you?
Yes, but I have always used diapers for their intended purpose. It's been a love / hate type of thing. I didn't know how messed up my bladder and bowels were until I finally went to a doctor about it. Frankly, I thought all this urge incontinence and diaper shit would eventually go away when I got older. It didn't. It got worse.

6. Did you ever get to the point where you accepted that this is okay and just part of who you are? If so, when?
I had a number of health issues in my early 20's. By my mid 20's, I was beginning to understand that my diapers were a real necessity. I was probably 27 when I finally gave in and by that time, my bladder and bowel incon were getting worse, so it was a little easier to come to the conclusion that I would never rid myself of them. I told my wife years before we married and when she finally accepted it, it also made it easier for me to accept it.

I do wish I had just accepted it earlier and slapped a diaper on 24/7 when I was a teenager and moved on with my life. I think the thing that messed me up was the sexual aspect that happened when I was a teenager. It made me think that diaper wearing was entirely sexual, but it really wasn't for me. The sexual part made me ashamed and was the reason why I really fought it back then, even to the point of having accidents in regular underwear. That was dumb.
 
I likely wore my childhood diapers for 'dress up' around five as they were blue plastic pants and my only sibling was a girl.

Remember bouncing on my parents bed dressed up as a baby (no bed wetting or physical need at the time).

Perhaps my parents found it cute. After all, my sister and I pretended to be all sorts of things at the time. But eventually the 'your too old for this' prevailed and the baby stuff 'went missing'.

Have been 'missing' it ever since.

In the 70's, it was all cloth and plastic pants. So I had to do as others have stated, make my own out of plastic and cloth the best I could.

Found an add for DPF in the back of Penthouse letters in high school. Joined up and met up with an 'old' guy (my age now) who was really great :)

Didn't pressure me for anything and gave me some products and told me I was fine and could have a 'normal' life.

Made a world of difference.

Later in high school there was the ASFD Usenet groups and then IRC groups.

Opened up a world to me that for now is a given.
 
pd8615 said:
I likely wore my childhood diapers for 'dress up' around five as they were blue plastic pants and my only sibling was a girl.

Remember bouncing on my parents bed dressed up as a baby (no bed wetting or physical need at the time).

Perhaps my parents found it cute. After all, my sister and I pretended to be all sorts of things at the time. But eventually the 'your too old for this' prevailed and the baby stuff 'went missing'.

Have been 'missing' it ever since.

In the 70's, it was all cloth and plastic pants. So I had to do as others have stated, make my own out of plastic and cloth the best I could.

Found an add for DPF in the back of Penthouse letters in high school. Joined up and met up with an 'old' guy (my age now) who was really great :)

Didn't pressure me for anything and gave me some products and told me I was fine and could have a 'normal' life.

Made a world of difference.

Later in high school there was the ASFD Usenet groups and then IRC groups.

Opened up a world to me that for now is a given.
Definitely relate to missing your diapers. I was potty trained very early and still miss my diapers as well.

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