99% of wearing a diaper comes down to five minutes, when you either tape up or feel gutless.
Just imagine the sheer terror in the mind of newly IC people , they have no option , it's wear or have society mad at you when you wet there stuff.
Granted you still have the option which is a plus but the mental work is much the same for everyone.
You either fear it and stuff it down inside only to discover that need manifests as drug or alcohol problem that most families really hate, or you make yourself comfortable fill your need for diapers with the real thing a diaper .
Unmet needs create anger, hostility, rage, spousal abuse and all kinds of relationship issues within families because your mind will blame them, so who cares if they get awkward or act strange , they are probably going to die to before you anyway , so they either embrace your decision by saying not my thing but I can't force my hangup on you , or they stay stupid and avoid you for the rest of there life at family get togethers .
And just so you know the "damage" to your "relationship" is already done , you cant unring that bell!
So you either abandon diapers in favor of something even less socialy acceptable because the family allready knows and holds it against you ,
Or you man up tape up and learn to accept, your therapist can be a sounding board and might have suggestions but ultimately this is work you have to do for yourself, with yourself to better yourself .
Every single ABDL and IC person has had to do this same work at one point or another in life.
Keep in mind it's not illegal ,immoral or fattening it's simply a preference ,some like Dodge cars others like Ford , some prefer chocalate or rocky road to vanilla , some people are right hand dominate some lefties and still some are ambidextrous nobody really knows why its just the way things are, you like diapers nothing is wrong with that unless you let someone make it wrong , and if you let others control your life , you will never get to do what you want to do, and at the end of your life you will regret that but there are no do overs . So get it right with yourself and live your life, and dont be like your family judgemental about things they have no budiness in.
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