LittleJess
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I knew that coming out, would be very difficult after all that bullshit the sociopath has pulled off (personally I've never felt like hurting someone so fucking much lately) if there is a hell this asshole deserves to go there for the amount of fucking mental fuckery he has caused. words can't describe what I feel about this female abuser and a mind fuck of a person.
Since I was 15 I wanted to transition to female, legally here you can't do it until you're 18, I decided until I waited until I moved out home, I mentioned that I was transgender to the psychopaths girlfriend at the time (my best friend) last couple years he has be doing this "transgender bullshit" which goes as far as to make out he is hormones, that it's a choice, mental illness, the list goes fucking on and on.
Anyway 4 months ago (roughly) I decided to go to a gender therapist, mother asked me I better not be changing my sex and copying off sociopath (I almost fucking lost it that day, but decided to say it was for anxiety and depression) she went as far as to say I can't do this and that.. and she wouldn't allow it (all because of the sociopath) so I said fuck her and did it anyway behind her back.
Anyway lately I decided to come out , that was a fucking disaster she thinks it's a choice, and that I can easily stop my hormones etc, that hormones don't do anything (because the sociopath said he was on hormones for a year and nothing changed) she thinks it's a mental illness that can be cured (sociopath made out it's a mental illness) etc.
Personally I'm so close to losing my shit mentally, and I'm so close to having a violent outburst due to the bullshit this fuck head has caused me.
I knew it would end up like this, thanks to him my mother thinks I copied off him etc, while the evidence HERE points to 2015 and 2016...
Since I was 15 I wanted to transition to female, legally here you can't do it until you're 18, I decided until I waited until I moved out home, I mentioned that I was transgender to the psychopaths girlfriend at the time (my best friend) last couple years he has be doing this "transgender bullshit" which goes as far as to make out he is hormones, that it's a choice, mental illness, the list goes fucking on and on.
Anyway 4 months ago (roughly) I decided to go to a gender therapist, mother asked me I better not be changing my sex and copying off sociopath (I almost fucking lost it that day, but decided to say it was for anxiety and depression) she went as far as to say I can't do this and that.. and she wouldn't allow it (all because of the sociopath) so I said fuck her and did it anyway behind her back.
Anyway lately I decided to come out , that was a fucking disaster she thinks it's a choice, and that I can easily stop my hormones etc, that hormones don't do anything (because the sociopath said he was on hormones for a year and nothing changed) she thinks it's a mental illness that can be cured (sociopath made out it's a mental illness) etc.
Personally I'm so close to losing my shit mentally, and I'm so close to having a violent outburst due to the bullshit this fuck head has caused me.
I knew it would end up like this, thanks to him my mother thinks I copied off him etc, while the evidence HERE points to 2015 and 2016...