My ABDL life story (in a nutshell)

BabyAshie said:

This was a reply I made to this forum post, go give it some love! aci:
http://www.adisc.org/forum/showthread.php/112066-You-are-okay-ABDL-sex-shame-and-acceptance

I've liked diapers since I was about 5 I think? I was late potty training and I wasn't potty-trained since I was about 4 yrs old, and when I turned 5 I started to wet the bed and I saw some goodnights commersials. I asked my mom if I needed them and she said no because I didn't to it all the time, this was true. And then for years I never really thought about it again till like... 6th grade. When I started to feel the urge to just wear diapers again.

I started to wet my pants on purpose and hide the evidence in my room behind some stuff... well then my mom found all of the wet underwear and questioned if I wanted to wear diapers again... this was my chance, a chance that could probably have changed my life forever actually, I'll get to that later, but I said no. To this day I honestly do regret saying no. BUT fast forward to 8th grade where I started to question myself about this a lot more...

I couldn't understand why I liked diapers so much... it wasn't until like... Freshman year when I started to wear diapers and wet them, it was so nice, the feeling... this goes on for a coulple years. At this point I am strictly a DL. Last year I was discussing stuff with my ex bf (we broke up a few months ago.) and I told him I had no interst in AB stuff. And then he asked the question. "Are you sure you don't like that stuff?" And that question got to me so hard. Was I an AB/Little? And the more I thought about it... the more I believed I did.

Fast forward to now, where I'm a Senior in HS, my parents have found out that I like diapers and despise it. Hate it. Want NOTHING to do with it. It got to the point where I'm scared to bring them into the house or else I'll be living under the porch. But it's gotten to the point where I now have a AB/Little headspace... a new bf where before we got together I had to explain all of this to him, he accepts it and he's my "daddy" and when I really think about it... this is the happiest I've ever been. Sure my parents hate it, but to have someone to support me like my bf/daddy does feels incredible... and sure I get some sexual satisfaction from it, but it's mainly a comfort thing. But this experience has changed my life forever... just like if I would've said yes to my mom all those years ago... I could be wearing diapers right now with no one caring...

Sorry for the super long "story". If you actually read my whole ABDL life story thank you so much and I'm sorry. xD aci:

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BabyMax2000 said:

Hey, that's about how mines going. Except I'm a little older and my mom wants me to have nothing to do with it. She knows I like wearing them, buying toys and stuff, but she said it's not normal espeacially at my age. So now, I'm afraid to bring anything for my littlespace in it my room (I pay rent though) that she will burn or toss it away. Which I've paid good money for.

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ClandestineWing said:

I enjoyed the story.

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SnowBlitz said:

I enjoyed reading about it!

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dogboy said:

I think this has happened to many of us, including myself. When my mom found my wet pants and stuff, she sent me to a psychiatrist. She used to leave little pamphlets in my room entitled, what it means to be a man, as if being discovered and having to see a shrink wasn't bad enough. I should add that she also found gay porn, so the "being a man" thing was a double whammy. Now with all the news about famous men groping and sexually abusing women, I have to laugh at "what it means to be a man". I'd much rather be me, weirdness and all.

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