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I made a blog post about this and haven't gotten any replies, and would like some people's opinions, so...
Lately I've taken to lying next to my mother as she sits on the couch, and resting my head on the pillow on her lap, or by her leg. (The jealous dog who thinks this is some kind of invitation to play is a major bother though.) I'm what you could call ''touch-starved,'' which has a negative impact on my mental health, and do this to try to gain some little bit of human contact. I don't think she's always 100% thrilled to have me there (the other day I heard ''You're invading my space'' and maybe she tried to push me away a bit), but she doesn't try too hard to get rid of me.
Sometimes I have my pacifier, and yesterday morning I put my head on her lap pillow and finished my bottle (while wearing footie pajamas with a modded Pull-Up underneath).
I'm just not completely sure if this is OK or if I'm treading into some kind of taboo waters. Like I'm forcing my interests onto my mother or something? Even though my mom knows about the diaper thing now, I still try to keep it fairly low-key. The way I look at is, this is pretty much my only option for semi-meaningful human contact. I'm just trying to dampen that deep, nagging need inside of me for some attention and affection. It's not like I'm asking for a diaper change or anything, although I have noticed my mood shifting to kind of playful and attention-seeking during these times.
Lately I've taken to lying next to my mother as she sits on the couch, and resting my head on the pillow on her lap, or by her leg. (The jealous dog who thinks this is some kind of invitation to play is a major bother though.) I'm what you could call ''touch-starved,'' which has a negative impact on my mental health, and do this to try to gain some little bit of human contact. I don't think she's always 100% thrilled to have me there (the other day I heard ''You're invading my space'' and maybe she tried to push me away a bit), but she doesn't try too hard to get rid of me.
Sometimes I have my pacifier, and yesterday morning I put my head on her lap pillow and finished my bottle (while wearing footie pajamas with a modded Pull-Up underneath).
I'm just not completely sure if this is OK or if I'm treading into some kind of taboo waters. Like I'm forcing my interests onto my mother or something? Even though my mom knows about the diaper thing now, I still try to keep it fairly low-key. The way I look at is, this is pretty much my only option for semi-meaningful human contact. I'm just trying to dampen that deep, nagging need inside of me for some attention and affection. It's not like I'm asking for a diaper change or anything, although I have noticed my mood shifting to kind of playful and attention-seeking during these times.