LittleJess
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I was having a conversation with my mother due to my breasts getting a bit too large. :laugh: I didn't exactly say I'm transgender, but had "hormone issues" that I'm getting solved.
I said that my body will change dramatically and that my face will feminize, skin will get soft, and eh my mother was fed so much false information by that sociopath.. fuck.
So my mother literally has the impression that HRT changes nothing, and that I'll still look like a guy, despite my face already feminizing....
On the bright side what I learned is she doesn't seem to care, but my dad on the other hand if he found out... who knows what will happen....
She is convinced that HRT does nothing, because of what that guy claims, which is frustrating, who the fuck goes as far as to lie about being on hormones and being transgender?
When I look in the mirror after shaving I can kinda see a girl, not fully yet, but I can see it
Basically I said that I have had this issue for some time, and the sociopath is doing that transgender stuff to ruin my life, she did see a connection thankfully.
But still she literally think people choose there gender, it's something you can cure etc, but will love me "either way" argh fuck me.
The sociopath wanted to ruin my life by making it impossible to transition, you know what FUCK HIM, I've been on hormones for nearly 2 months and feel fucking great he wanted to make it so I couldn't transition until 25+ and ruin my chances of passing.
The major problem with the sociopath is he claims to be on hormones, but takes balding medication, as a trans-girl who is on hormones I know that YOU WILL see some kind of change within 6 months, I'm only nearly 2 months in and MY BREASTS ARE NOTICEABLE my face looks rounder, and I feel happier.
Plus the medication us trans-girls use is generally CPA and Estradiol (prognova) and sometimes progesterone for breast development (2 years in generally) I know what medication he is on... and yeah it's not hormones....
The ironic thing is another part of him not wanting me to transition is my changes WILL expose his bullshit.
He is slightly older than me, even than at 20... you will get changes by 6 months, even on testosterone blockers you body will stop with the production of testosterone, him? he looked like he aged 5 fucking years. I look younger already, my skin is clearer, etc.
Hopefully when I get this job( if I do, I can have freedom)
It's a bit suss someone making out there on hormones, and coming out as trans as soon as I mentioned it to there girlfriend, for it to die off after he gave my mother the impression it's some sick and twisted thing. It's funny as when he makes out he is on hormones after my decision to eventually start hormones I had to put my transition on halt just because of this one asshole hoping his BS would die down.
He does it with every little thing I mention to anyone, every single mental illness or disability I've mentioned runs in my family.. he suddenly develops the next day. there is no way, that is even possible... guy has been doing this all his life.
I remember when he was 8 and he claimed he had multiple personalities -.- and schizophrenia, I know he doesn't, he is a narcissist / sociopath just another one of his "sob stories" he would go as far as to fake cancer and make out a cancer patient is copying off them... I'm not kidding, he'll go as far as to fake every little detail.
The ironic thing is the guy who is pretending to be trans thinks it's a mental illness, so... he does what he does best.. makes out he can't help it, does cringy as shit around my mother, and makes out it's because he is "trans" and mentally ill.
All the shit he has done.. my mother literally thinks trans people do, this guy isn't fucking trans, no trans person I know would ever make out it's a mental illness, degrade there own identity and make it appear as this fucked up thing you can cure.
I'm hoping my transition changes her mind about trans people, but I'm so pissed off he planted all this BS in her brain. at the point I'm at, I can't just stop hormones and I'm certain this is right for me. but the sociopath has made out that "you can reverse it and cure it with gay conversion therapy" I'm not even kidding.... grr.
For example if my mother wanted to take away my hormones, that could really fuck up my hormone levels and cause problems, stopping CPA randomly can cause issues as well. the information the sociopath is giving is both deadly and harmful.
I said that my body will change dramatically and that my face will feminize, skin will get soft, and eh my mother was fed so much false information by that sociopath.. fuck.
So my mother literally has the impression that HRT changes nothing, and that I'll still look like a guy, despite my face already feminizing....
On the bright side what I learned is she doesn't seem to care, but my dad on the other hand if he found out... who knows what will happen....
She is convinced that HRT does nothing, because of what that guy claims, which is frustrating, who the fuck goes as far as to lie about being on hormones and being transgender?
When I look in the mirror after shaving I can kinda see a girl, not fully yet, but I can see it
Basically I said that I have had this issue for some time, and the sociopath is doing that transgender stuff to ruin my life, she did see a connection thankfully.
But still she literally think people choose there gender, it's something you can cure etc, but will love me "either way" argh fuck me.
The sociopath wanted to ruin my life by making it impossible to transition, you know what FUCK HIM, I've been on hormones for nearly 2 months and feel fucking great he wanted to make it so I couldn't transition until 25+ and ruin my chances of passing.
The major problem with the sociopath is he claims to be on hormones, but takes balding medication, as a trans-girl who is on hormones I know that YOU WILL see some kind of change within 6 months, I'm only nearly 2 months in and MY BREASTS ARE NOTICEABLE my face looks rounder, and I feel happier.
Plus the medication us trans-girls use is generally CPA and Estradiol (prognova) and sometimes progesterone for breast development (2 years in generally) I know what medication he is on... and yeah it's not hormones....
The ironic thing is another part of him not wanting me to transition is my changes WILL expose his bullshit.
He is slightly older than me, even than at 20... you will get changes by 6 months, even on testosterone blockers you body will stop with the production of testosterone, him? he looked like he aged 5 fucking years. I look younger already, my skin is clearer, etc.
Hopefully when I get this job( if I do, I can have freedom)
It's a bit suss someone making out there on hormones, and coming out as trans as soon as I mentioned it to there girlfriend, for it to die off after he gave my mother the impression it's some sick and twisted thing. It's funny as when he makes out he is on hormones after my decision to eventually start hormones I had to put my transition on halt just because of this one asshole hoping his BS would die down.
He does it with every little thing I mention to anyone, every single mental illness or disability I've mentioned runs in my family.. he suddenly develops the next day. there is no way, that is even possible... guy has been doing this all his life.
I remember when he was 8 and he claimed he had multiple personalities -.- and schizophrenia, I know he doesn't, he is a narcissist / sociopath just another one of his "sob stories" he would go as far as to fake cancer and make out a cancer patient is copying off them... I'm not kidding, he'll go as far as to fake every little detail.
The ironic thing is the guy who is pretending to be trans thinks it's a mental illness, so... he does what he does best.. makes out he can't help it, does cringy as shit around my mother, and makes out it's because he is "trans" and mentally ill.
All the shit he has done.. my mother literally thinks trans people do, this guy isn't fucking trans, no trans person I know would ever make out it's a mental illness, degrade there own identity and make it appear as this fucked up thing you can cure.
I'm hoping my transition changes her mind about trans people, but I'm so pissed off he planted all this BS in her brain. at the point I'm at, I can't just stop hormones and I'm certain this is right for me. but the sociopath has made out that "you can reverse it and cure it with gay conversion therapy" I'm not even kidding.... grr.
For example if my mother wanted to take away my hormones, that could really fuck up my hormone levels and cause problems, stopping CPA randomly can cause issues as well. the information the sociopath is giving is both deadly and harmful.
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