That believe that feeling is directly tied to our level of acceptance for diapers. When we are still struggling with this, and we use diapers to reach a climax, we feel relieved and contenet in that moment. Afterwards, those thoughts on non-acceptance creep back in and we feel remorse and regret for having felt so good while engaging in something we still incorrectly feel should be bad.
This can be a very powerful conflit of emotions, and is often the root cause for our classic binge purge cycle. It takes time, and a lot if positive reinforcing to break that cycle. As you've read here though, for those of us who have come to accept diapers as our normal, we don't get those feeling of regret or remose anymore. We do not binge-purge either.
Or at least, that's what I've come to realise based on my own experience and what the others here have said too. Just a theory I guess.
This can be a very powerful conflit of emotions, and is often the root cause for our classic binge purge cycle. It takes time, and a lot if positive reinforcing to break that cycle. As you've read here though, for those of us who have come to accept diapers as our normal, we don't get those feeling of regret or remose anymore. We do not binge-purge either.
Or at least, that's what I've come to realise based on my own experience and what the others here have said too. Just a theory I guess.