TabulaRasa2017
Est. Contributor
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- Adult Baby
- Little
Hello everyone!
It has taken me decades to get to this point, but I'm so glad I have. Like I imagine it has been for so many of you, I have wanted to wear diapers and regress and be loved for who I am for about as long as I can recall. I have only recently worked up the courage to admit that to myself, to my siblings, and now to all of you.
I identify as an adult baby and a little. I realize this can mean different things to different people. For me, I feel the most loved when I am in adult baby/little headspace and for me (although I understand not for everyone) this is a component of my sexuality. In fact, one of my biggest hurdles in any romantic relationship has been this aspect of who I am. I'm sure many of you understand.
Out in the world, I am a successful, productive, career-driven professional and I am an involved father to two wonderful children. I was married until recently and I'm currently going through a divorce. We are not divorcing primarily because of my adult baby needs (we just don't live well together anymore), but those needs were never adequately met in that relationship. But I have finally decided that my adult baby/little needs are real, they are important, and I deserve to have those needs met.
I have also realized that I need to reach out to people like all of you for friendship and advice and perspective because I've spent too long going through this on my own and I can't do that anymore. Although it sounds funny to say anonymously, I'm finally trying to be honest with myself and with everyone else about who I really am. I beat myself up about this for years, and when I finally accepted this part of myself, I felt like a bird released from his cage.
So, I'm happy to join all of you and I'm ready to listen and learn and find out who all of you are. I'm going to ask questions, and even though I've been an adult baby/little for a long time, they're probably newbie questions! LOL I'm hoping that as you get to know who I am and I get to know who you are, I'll have the privilege of meeting some of you in the real world.
Be well everyone and thank you for having me as part of your community.
It has taken me decades to get to this point, but I'm so glad I have. Like I imagine it has been for so many of you, I have wanted to wear diapers and regress and be loved for who I am for about as long as I can recall. I have only recently worked up the courage to admit that to myself, to my siblings, and now to all of you.
I identify as an adult baby and a little. I realize this can mean different things to different people. For me, I feel the most loved when I am in adult baby/little headspace and for me (although I understand not for everyone) this is a component of my sexuality. In fact, one of my biggest hurdles in any romantic relationship has been this aspect of who I am. I'm sure many of you understand.
Out in the world, I am a successful, productive, career-driven professional and I am an involved father to two wonderful children. I was married until recently and I'm currently going through a divorce. We are not divorcing primarily because of my adult baby needs (we just don't live well together anymore), but those needs were never adequately met in that relationship. But I have finally decided that my adult baby/little needs are real, they are important, and I deserve to have those needs met.
I have also realized that I need to reach out to people like all of you for friendship and advice and perspective because I've spent too long going through this on my own and I can't do that anymore. Although it sounds funny to say anonymously, I'm finally trying to be honest with myself and with everyone else about who I really am. I beat myself up about this for years, and when I finally accepted this part of myself, I felt like a bird released from his cage.
So, I'm happy to join all of you and I'm ready to listen and learn and find out who all of you are. I'm going to ask questions, and even though I've been an adult baby/little for a long time, they're probably newbie questions! LOL I'm hoping that as you get to know who I am and I get to know who you are, I'll have the privilege of meeting some of you in the real world.
Be well everyone and thank you for having me as part of your community.